I can't lie and say I don't love him... I do.
I won't pretend to be over him when I am not.
I won't wallow in self pity... I won't pretend I'm the only one left broken hearted.
I'll fight to find him... And I won't pretend it's only for Seireitei's sake.
I know I love him... I can't pretend I don't.
I can't... won't... lie like he did.
I love him.
I'm just not quite sure I know whom it is I love.
He left behind a legacy of lies. Maybe I can find the truth in them.
