guess what? i don't own yuyu hakusho! i'm not even japanese! all i own are fanfictions and
poems that i wrote! mwa haha.
^^^^^^^^^^^cursed blood^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
staring at the stars i'm alone and afraid,
wishing for just one person to care,
yes, just one person who wouldn't push me away,
or leave me for dead, with no regrets.
are you out there? does that person exist?
no, it's just the plead of a young boy,
the one who lived within me long ago,
now i'm grown, and understand true loneliness.
i stare into the sky, with nothing else to do,
no one else is here with me to share my sorrows,
and if i were to drown in those very sorrows,
no one would remember; no one would shed a tear.
i see the happy people; smiling laughing,
is it envy i feel; or maybe pure hatred?
it's hard for me to tell the difference anymore,
i just want them to, for once, feel my pain.
staring at the stars; still alone, yet not afraid,
wishing for a way to end it all,
yes, i'll push myself away like the rest,
and leave myself for dead; with no regrets.
i feel my own claws bury themselves in my skin,
and i watch the blood trickle away,
the blood of the forbidden child; cursed blood,
the blood that ended my life even before it ever started.
i wonder, what is it like to fade away?
is it really any different from what i am now?
does it really even matter if live or die?
all i've known is loneliness and pain after all.
removing my katana, which glows by starlight,
i try to think of someone, anyone who cared,
and yet i can't think of even one person,
no matter how many times i frantically search.
i have nothing in this world to live for,
all i have are shattered pieces of my life,
i look at my katana; i've made up my mind,
i shall be the last to die at it's blade.
i scream in pain as a pierce my own chest,
but soon it will be over; i'll have no more pain,
my blood showers the ground, as if in slow motion,
and as a close my eyes, i fall to the ground,
finally, i feel at ease
^^^^^^^^^^by: keri^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
poems that i wrote! mwa haha.
^^^^^^^^^^^cursed blood^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
staring at the stars i'm alone and afraid,
wishing for just one person to care,
yes, just one person who wouldn't push me away,
or leave me for dead, with no regrets.
are you out there? does that person exist?
no, it's just the plead of a young boy,
the one who lived within me long ago,
now i'm grown, and understand true loneliness.
i stare into the sky, with nothing else to do,
no one else is here with me to share my sorrows,
and if i were to drown in those very sorrows,
no one would remember; no one would shed a tear.
i see the happy people; smiling laughing,
is it envy i feel; or maybe pure hatred?
it's hard for me to tell the difference anymore,
i just want them to, for once, feel my pain.
staring at the stars; still alone, yet not afraid,
wishing for a way to end it all,
yes, i'll push myself away like the rest,
and leave myself for dead; with no regrets.
i feel my own claws bury themselves in my skin,
and i watch the blood trickle away,
the blood of the forbidden child; cursed blood,
the blood that ended my life even before it ever started.
i wonder, what is it like to fade away?
is it really any different from what i am now?
does it really even matter if live or die?
all i've known is loneliness and pain after all.
removing my katana, which glows by starlight,
i try to think of someone, anyone who cared,
and yet i can't think of even one person,
no matter how many times i frantically search.
i have nothing in this world to live for,
all i have are shattered pieces of my life,
i look at my katana; i've made up my mind,
i shall be the last to die at it's blade.
i scream in pain as a pierce my own chest,
but soon it will be over; i'll have no more pain,
my blood showers the ground, as if in slow motion,
and as a close my eyes, i fall to the ground,
finally, i feel at ease
^^^^^^^^^^by: keri^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^