My heart has been taken
by none other than the Prince
of Loneliness
I want to touch his hand and
not feel the Coldness of his
Frozen Anguish
To breathe his air,
to laugh at his nonsense,
to bear with him through
His Madness
Father says to pay him no notice
but I know my soul
and I will float on Heaven's clouds
and soar with Hermes's winged feet
to reach my desired goal
To plant a seed of affection in his
Dry body
and make him understand
I am somebody
not just this vulnerable girl child
not blind as a velveteen bat
not gullible like the mice in a cage
beckoning and teased with food
This cage, gilded,
make me feel like a waste
but you
You make me feel like a beautiful sage
when I flip through these gold pages
I cry knowing
I cannot have you and that
you do not want me
Nevermore
cry I, under my lonely sycamore
by the hollowed creek,
will I let myself foolishly love
Anyone
who will never love me as passionately
as the sky is blue
and the wheat golden in their immortal bloom
Who will never hold me and whisper in my
Poisoned ear, my ear swollen with Lies
that I am their golden Venus or their lost nymph
To my demise,
No matter how hard I tried to
Touch you
And swim in your everything
I realize now that you were
Something close to-
Nothing
And I was a child blinded by anything
God knowst I could never dare to speak
your name
because even if I wanted to,
you had sewn my mouth shut with your
Thread of Shame
So now I stand here by this lone wonder
thinking of your thunderous words
and my sodden blunders
Tears flow freely as I catch
a lite sneeze
Wait! maybe my love will return to me
and accept me
I will cry and I will plead
God knows how hard I've tried
I turn to face your shadow behind me
believing
feeling
that I will begin anew
Anew
a journey of you and me
Until I feel the cold darkness sweep
over me
my head smashed by the branch
of my friend the Tree
Let the darkness flow into my head
my breath ready to leave me
one…
two…
three….
Will my Prince think of me
until his brain is sore
Oh…..I forget…
he doesn't love me anymore…
by none other than the Prince
of Loneliness
I want to touch his hand and
not feel the Coldness of his
Frozen Anguish
To breathe his air,
to laugh at his nonsense,
to bear with him through
His Madness
Father says to pay him no notice
but I know my soul
and I will float on Heaven's clouds
and soar with Hermes's winged feet
to reach my desired goal
To plant a seed of affection in his
Dry body
and make him understand
I am somebody
not just this vulnerable girl child
not blind as a velveteen bat
not gullible like the mice in a cage
beckoning and teased with food
This cage, gilded,
make me feel like a waste
but you
You make me feel like a beautiful sage
when I flip through these gold pages
I cry knowing
I cannot have you and that
you do not want me
Nevermore
cry I, under my lonely sycamore
by the hollowed creek,
will I let myself foolishly love
Anyone
who will never love me as passionately
as the sky is blue
and the wheat golden in their immortal bloom
Who will never hold me and whisper in my
Poisoned ear, my ear swollen with Lies
that I am their golden Venus or their lost nymph
To my demise,
No matter how hard I tried to
Touch you
And swim in your everything
I realize now that you were
Something close to-
Nothing
And I was a child blinded by anything
God knowst I could never dare to speak
your name
because even if I wanted to,
you had sewn my mouth shut with your
Thread of Shame
So now I stand here by this lone wonder
thinking of your thunderous words
and my sodden blunders
Tears flow freely as I catch
a lite sneeze
Wait! maybe my love will return to me
and accept me
I will cry and I will plead
God knows how hard I've tried
I turn to face your shadow behind me
believing
feeling
that I will begin anew
Anew
a journey of you and me
Until I feel the cold darkness sweep
over me
my head smashed by the branch
of my friend the Tree
Let the darkness flow into my head
my breath ready to leave me
one…
two…
three….
Will my Prince think of me
until his brain is sore
Oh…..I forget…
he doesn't love me anymore…