Sometimes I don't know where to go with my life.
I don't know what to do…
Not anymore at least; everything's changed now.
I make plans for the future,
But they never work out the way I want them to.
Things are difficult; people attempt to stop me,
They attempt to tell me it's not worth it,
Or even it's not possible.
Some part of me believes them, just looking at me now.
I guess I'm where I always wanted to be.
But at what cost; was it worth it?
I would say no if I could relive that one moment.
She changed my life forever,
I honestly don't know how I did it before.
Every night I watch the sunset to the west, the vibrant colors fill the sky.
The reflecting rays from the Emerald City remind me of her.
A part of me wishes I had gone though, watching her leave.
Or was I the one that left?
News spreads fast around here.
That's the first real thing I learned about Shiz.
Now I'm seeing what that really means- especially now.
There's news of a new terror the next day,
All which sounds very familiar.
There was no stopping the dread I felt,
Or even the tears.
There were too many words left unsaid.
Part of me wishes I had kissed her that one day in the rain.
This is a very different style for me, I just felt kind of discouraged after talking about how I'd never make it as a costumer/set designer from my parents. I understand it's unrealistic, but it hits hard. Tell me what you think.
You can probably see who's who.
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