Disclaimer: All the characters in this story are property of CLAMP.

So don't sue me. I have no money.

--HER SORROW--

Syaoran,

You were my one and only.

My love, my whole life.

Now that you belong to another, life holds no meaning for me.

Seeing you with Sakura, my heart pines for you.

For these past few years, I have been struggling to live on.

But, I cannot take it anymore.

I may be able to live on, with hatred in my heart, but I cannot bring myself to hate you, nor Sakura.

She is not to blame, it isn't her fault;

Neither can I hate you, for you are my greatest love.

It is destined that you and Sakura be together.

So, I have decided to end this meaningless life of mine.

Syaoran, my dearest, I wish you luck and everlasting love with Sakura.

With my Love,

Meiling

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"MEILING-CHAN!!" A voice echoed.

A body lay on the ground.

A young teen, just over 15 years old.

Dressed in a simple white dress, but one which was given to her by someone special.

Her dress was stained red, by the blood flowing from her head.

Sakura rushed forwards, towards her.

Sobs erupted as she lay beside her.

Trailing behind Sakura, Syaoran walked slowly.

With each step, he faltered, more and more.

Finally, when he was right beside her, he sank onto the ground.

Lifting her head up, he looked into her chocolate brown eyes, now devoid of all emotion.

"NOOOOO!!" He wailed.

As he read the letter from her, a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Meiling... I'm sorry..."

--

Lurking in the shadows, someone looked on. Tears welled up in his eyes, and one drop overflowed. At this point of time, he collapsed against the wall, and leaned on it, a barrage of tears coming from his eyes.

"Mei, my little gaki... Why?"

my first oneshot ever. written after 2 yrs break so RxR! thank you!!also, to all meiling fans, hope u are not too offended. was just feeling depressed and this came out. sorry!

UPDATE: AHA! I added an additional pairing :) will be updating an extra chappie soon. REVIEWS greatly appreciated! Read on to find out who is the one standing in the shadows ;) (I know that part sucked though)

XOXO Chloe