A Different Darker Moon
(A Twilight fanfiction)
By Fantasy Writer
He left… Edward left.
And with his departure, the Dream I'd been living ended that day too. Turning into a Nightmare and a comatose zombie like state which lasted four months.
Then miraculously, I woke up and began to function again to please Charlie.
But I never truly started to live until the day I was reunited with my childhood friend, Jacob Black. Granted at the time I was regretfully using him I admit for my own selfish purposes…
Not like that!
You see I…I'm not crazy (maybe I was then) but not now. I used to picture and hear his voice in my head whenever I was in or around danger.
My only guess of why is?
I was so desperately addicted to the memory of how it felt when I was with Edward, that I would have done anything to even just pretend he was here with me.
I know… I know it was childish to say the least.
But never mind that. The point is that it was my love for dangerous thrills that brought me back to Jacob in the first place.
We spent several weeks in Jacob's garage while he fixed up these motorbikes I had found. Then there was this one dark stormy afternoon.
I was having a bad day, school, nosy so called "friends" and everything. I really needed to see Jake, so I drove down to La Push where he lived.
I practically melted in his arms from the moment I stepped out of my ancient truck.
"Easy Bells, I've got you. Just let it out"
I heard him say as he carried me into the house.
Settling on the couch. We were home alone. Since Billy, (his father) and Harry Clearwater were over at my house watching the game with Charlie.
I honestly don't know what came over me but it felt so good to be held and wanted again.
In that moment of weakness I lost control and gave myself to Jacob black…