I love poetry and rain and KP.
Song is Blame it on the Rain by He is We.
You got me caught in all this mess
I guess we can blame it on the rain
Going home,
minding my own business
Just another day of my otherwise boring but safe life
when rain decided to fall
I was starting to get wet
until suddenly I wasn't
An umbrella was over me
held by a boy
a stranger from school, really
But he was smiling
and unexpectedly
he didn't feel like a stranger to me
I don't recall exactly
how we became friends
He was always so cheerful and positive
my polar opposite
It was difficult not to like him
which is disturbingly good and bad
Good because he makes me believe
in the best of people
Bad because I have never really liked anyone
not how I find myself liking him
more and more
My pain is knowing I can't have you
I can't have you
I have taught myself
to close off from feeling
to be self-sufficient and independent
to not want or wish for things
But he went past my barrier
through some unknown secret door
and latched himself permanently within
On the outside my walls look intact
But inside I'm crumbling from the pain
of wanting and wishing
I now understand
why ice yields to fire
because yearning can melt
even the coldest of hearts
I catch my breath
The one you took the moment you entered the room
My heart, it breaks at the thought of her holding you
Irony is the incongruity
between the actual and expected results
of a sequence of events
It is humor
based on tragedy
The one guy that got close
just happens to have a girlfriend
She looked perfect
And so does he
They looked perfect for each other
I could not compete with her
But I wonder if she feels as intensely for him as I do
Tell me does she
look at you the way I do?
try to understand the words you say
and the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Lately he's been hugging me a lot
not that I would complain
but does it mean anything
When his cheeks graze mine?
when his face is buried in my hair
and I could just drown in his scent?
when I could also feel his heart beating fast?
or when his hands linger a little longer on my shoulders
before letting go?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?
I know I shouldn't feel this way
and I'm doing my best not to
but he's making it hard for me
Every second I spend with him
just makes me fall for him more
He's not being so subtle either
I'm not sure anymore what to make of his feelings for me
He seemed confused
but I don't want to push further
I am never up for being happy
knowing I have hurt another
I don't know who to blame
Him, for making me feel like this
me, for allowing myself
or the rain for making us meet
So I distanced myself
and wished him the best
It was all I could do
aside from loving him on my own
Maybe I'm alone in this
But I find peace and solitude knowing
If I had but just one kiss this whole room
Would be glowing
We'd be glowing
We'd be glowing
Then one day he appeared at my door
pushing me in and holding me tight
My mouth frozen in midsurprise
calling out his name
Peeta!
Then his lips were suddenly on mine
I close my eyes
and bright lights flash
A thousand fireflies in the air
a hundred fireworks exploding
a dozen meteor showers
a radiance that rivals the sun
It was everything and more than I've imagined
It was perfect
When he let me go
this is what he told me:
"She doesn't look at me the way you do,
doesn't try to understand the words I say,
and the way I move
I don't get the same big rush,
when I go in for a hug and our cheeks brush
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?"