Is this the love that I have for him…
Or is it the hate for them…
Confusion…It takes me over… Sometimes I feel as if I will die… with all this stress…
"Nihuh! Nihuh!" It was my good friend… Igirisu…oh how she is so nice to me…
"Oh… Igirisu-san… is something wrong?" I asked.
"Nihuh! It's America… he got into I fight with Franceu!" She said so panicked.
We ran down the hall of the school, I saw Franceu standing next to a body. I walked closer; I saw it was America…
"America!" Igirisu yelled as she cried to his side. That's right I had forgotten that she was in love with him… as was I… not with him… I was in love with someone else…
"Franceu! How were you able to defeat America-san?" I asked ready to pull out my sword. "Explain!"
"Element of Surprise…" He said with a creepy manner… "Like so…" He hit Igirisu…
"Ah!" She flew to the side.
"Uh- Igirisu!" I pulled out my sword. "Why are you doing this?" I yelled.
"Simple… I want to take over!" He said pulling out his sword. "I had to get rid of the biggest country and that was so easy, I think taking over will be a piece of… sushi…hm."
"Uh! You think you can just take over like that! I thought you seemed different lately! But you're to dumb to come up with such an attack!" I said ready to fight… It was strange; I had never known I had such power in my words… I'm normally… quite…
"Hey! I'm very smart thank you very much, but your right I wasn't behind all this…"
"Who? Tell me!" I yelled.
"The UN… he isn't who you think he is… he's not hear to bring peace at all…" He said.
"…Well then he's a fool… America isn't the biggest country, nor is it the strongest!" I stared right into his eyes… "You forgot about Russia!"
"You fool! You know Russia's dead! You're a fool to think he's not!-"
"No! You're the fool! You're so oblivious to the facts! RUSSIA'S ALIVE!"
"How would you even know?" He asked as I saw who was behind him holding a gun.
"Because I'm right here…" It was Russia! I was right! No one believed me!
"Russia! Oh Russia!" as I ran towards him Franceu pointed the sword at Russia and pined him to the wall.
"Uh! You think you can defeat me that easily?" He said. "Well guess what? I've got back up!" He pointed behind me, I turned, it was Hetalia…
"Nihuh…" He looked right into my eyes as if to look at my heart. "I see your love is set on Russia… well I can't have my future wife cheating on me!"
"What? Wh-What did they do to you?" I was puzzled, what did he mean by 'Future Wife'?
"They made me a man… Nihuh… but the love I have for you has always bin there…I love you Nihuh… I really do-"
"Shut up! Shut up! I can't handle this anymore!" ... Oh Russia… I'm so sorry… "R-" There was a bang… I felt nothing… then everything… "Russia…"
"NIHUH!" Russia's voice was the last thing I heard…
Two Months ago
"Nihuh… I wanted to ask you something…"
"Yes… Igirisu-san?" I turned to her.
"I was wondering… do you think America… likes me?" she looked away.
"Well I'm not that sure but he seems to… you should ask him…" I suggested.
"Uh! No way! I can't do that!" She said. "Uh- Never mind that I asked…"
"Ok…" She walked out the locker room.
I thought to myself, is there someone I like… Like like… or even love? Maybe… but does he love me?
As I walked down the hallway I saw him walk past, of course he had a bottle of vodka in his hand and all he said was a "hey" and a little wave then continued walking toward the ice hokey club room as I walked in the other direction…
I was sad that he didn't notice me but I guess it's cause I'm small and not really cared about but… still I wish I could talk to him more…
As I sat there in the club room I saw various other countries there, Finland, Iceland, Canada and of course America. He's in almost all the sports clubs, the only on he isn't in is volleyball and that's because all the girls took over.
"Russia! You ready to train?" He asked as he put his arm around my neck as if to strangle it.
"Uh yeah…" I said putting his arm down off my shoulder.
"Hey I got a question." He put his arm back.
"Yeah?" I asked as I took it off again.
"You think I should ask out that hot cheerleader Poland?" He asked.
"Poland? Uh you do realize that's a guy right? I mean if you're gay I'm cool with it but you don't seem gay…" I said.
"What? But she wears a skirt!" He said looking all surprised.
"Yeah and? Guys can't wear skirts?" I asked.
"Uh! Well then why not the Nihuh girl, she's cute?" He asked.
"No!- uh I mean, I don't think she's your type…" Why did I say that!
"Is she your type?" He asked as he stared at me in my eyes, as it was to get the answer out of me.
"Uh- well- uh- uh what about that Igirisu girl out side running on the track, what about her for you?" I asked changing the subject.
"Hm…" He looked out the window. "Maybe…" He stared at her for a moment.
"Well time to get started, let's go." I said as I headed for the door.
"Oh. Right." He followed.
"Hey Russia," It was Finland. "You owe me 5 bucks; I told you he thought he was a girl!"
"Fine I'll give it to you tomorrow." I left the room.
It was science class and I was sitting next to Franceu, he was writing in his notebook.
"Hey Franceu-san, is every thing ok?" I turned to him, as I did he closed his notebook.
"I'm fine…" He looked away, he looked at Igirisu, and then quickly looked at the board, I guess she noticed him looking at her. He seemed distracted. Not himself… but it's strange I barley know him… Not only did Franceu seem strange but Hetalia hasn't bin in school for a whole two weeks now. Maybe something's wrong… I should go see him, he is my friend…
I was at Hetalia's room, I knocked on the door.
"Hetalia-kun? Are you there? Is everything ok?" I heard nothing then the door opened. "Hetalia-kun? Are you ok?" I was now worried, "Hetalia?"
Later after the teachers had searched for Hetalia, I was in my room very worried; my room mate Belarus was not helping me at all. Then Igirisu came in.
"You ok… Nihuh?" She asked.
"Yeah…"
It was a month later, all this time between when Hetalia went missing and now, I feel as if I'm being watched. I decided to ignore it, for now. But I'll carry my sword just in case.
Good news is, is that me and Russia are now talking more often and Igirisu is still crazy in love with America. But somehow we all ended up become good friends… all four of us, just sitting together… talking together… having fun on our days out to the movies or shopping… I never felt happier…
"NO!" We're getting ahead of ourselves…
It was a Wednesday morning, when it all happened. It was during spring break and I was in my room reading my book, just reading when I heard a bang form down the hall. I ran out looked at the blood stained scarf coming from around the corner, I turned to see it was Russia, I screamed as I cried and cried as I screamed til I couldn't anymore…
Teachers came and some ignorant students came to see what happened… After a while I had fainted and awoke in the infirmary in the school. As soon as my memories returned, I began to cry…
One week later I was laying on my bed, thinking of my emotions and what they could mean, but I soon realized, you can't figure out what they mean, you can only just feel them… and that's when Igirisu came in running and screaming my name…
"Nihuh! Speak to me!" I was in Russia's arms. "Nihuh!" I could barely see him "Kiku!"
"Uh!- You said my name?" It was very strange, no one ever calls people by there names, some people don't remember theirs anymore, even I did… until now… "Ivan…"
"Uh!- Thank you, I had forgotten it…" He looked deep in my eyes, with an expression that could make a grown man cry with happiness… I cried… not cause of the pain, but because of what I'll miss… and what I would never get back…
"I thank you Ivan… for making my last two months of my life great… Thank you… and I love you…" And that was the end of me…
"No! Nihuh!" And that was the last thing I heard…
"N-N-Ni…huh…" I was so shocked… I felt as if I had to die… but first… I must avenge her death… "Hetalia… This is the end for you… in fact it was your end as soon as you shot me… now…" I grabbed his shaking hand and took the gun out of it. "I shall kill you…"
"Okay, go ahead kill me, you already killed Franceu!"
"I had to, to get to Nihuh!" I began to cry.
"Just kill me; I already kill someone I loved anyways…"
"Very well…" And with that I shot him. "Nihuh… I love you so very much…now I will be with you forever…" I took one last stare at my lost friends and then pulled the trigger… and with that action… I was dead…