Secret Love

I wish I could tell him I him, but every ones I love seem to die. I lost my whole family in one night. Every night I wish to tell him I love him, but every time I get close to him and am about to tell him he touches me in a way that makes me react by slapping him. I whish that I would not slap him, but I cannot help it I just react that way, so I make an excuse that he is a lecher and deserves it, but I want him to touch me, to hold me close, to kiss me, but the ones I love seem to die. One night I wish to tell him about my love for him and I pray that he does not die after I tell him of my secret love.