Authors Note: Hi there, this is my first fanfiction on here and I am pretty nervous. Please, do not be too harsh.

Disclaimer: I do not own Charmed or the characters. *sigh* sadly they do not belong to me.

Chapter 1: Not Wanted

It had been five and half weeks since the incident of the ghostly plane the sisters have started to notice her early routine of being in the bathroom every morning. They began to notice her appetite change and knew Piper had to have noticed it as well; so why had she not told them about her pregnancy. Why does she feel the need to explain her morning sickness as a bug of some sort? Is she ashamed? Is she afraid to admit that her and Leo had a moment before he left to fulfill his elder duties?

Worst be it Chris has noticed it, and knowing this has begun to hurt him. Is his mother ashamed of him? Is he not wanted like she so determinedly hammered into his head while he was growing up? Maybe Leo was right, he was always the unwanted mistake that his mother only loved because she never got the chance to ride herself of him. Paige also knew this, for she walked in on him that morning with moist in his eyes.

"Oh Chris what's wrong?"

Ashamed of his tears he quickly wiped them off and sniffed, "Nothings wrong why would something be wrong."

Paige walked over to him taking a hold of his hand in her own, "Oh my sweet little angel do not hide your feeling from me. That is what I'm here for, to listen to you, please trust me."

Chris smiled quickly, "I always did love you for that Auntie Paige."

Hearing him call her auntie still made her heart swell up with joy, "Then come my angel tell me what's bothering you."

They sat on his hard bed that was stored in the back room of P3 as he looked away sadly as he spoke.

"It's just I feel as if I'm not wanted, that maybe Leo was right. That maybe I was never truly wanted when I was a baby. That perhaps, the only reason my mother loved me was because she had to."

This caused an enormous lump to grow in Paige's throat she did not want to make matters worst, but somewhere deep inside she felt the same way. How could she console her nephew when she had doubts about his birth being wished upon?

"It's okay auntie you do not have to say anything, I know that you and aunt Phoebe think the same thing."

Feeling guilty Paige tried to deny it, "Oh never your mother loves you."

"Then why does she feel the need to hide her pregnancy from you guys? Her own sisters have not been told about the baby... about me." he broke down at the end the tears of many depressing moments rushed out of his beautiful jaded orbs.

Paige did the only thing that seemed right; she hugged her nephew as they cried together. Chris shared his pains, his fears and insecurities about not being wanted by the one person who always made sure he knew how loved he was.
Later that night after their emotional talk Chris felt the need to let lose and decided to go to the underworld to do just that. The underworld. With each kill, Chris felt the strangest feeling as if he knew he would probably never do this again. He began to feel dizzy and decided to take a break. With one last vanquish, he orbed on to the top of Golden Gate Bridge. Sitting crossed legged on top of the tallest tower of the bridge looking down at the cars when he feels as if he is flooding. He ignored it until he felt something different within him looking down he noticed it.

"What the hell!" he shouted as he saw his hands disappearing.

"Not again." Just as he spoke those words his hand reappeared. Not wasting any time he orbs to speak to his only two confidants; his aunts.

Christopher orbed into Phoebes bedroom and found his aunts asleep. He noticed the exhausted look on them and fought on whether it was right to wake them. However, that choice was made when he noticed himself disappear once again.

"Phoebe! Paige!" he shouted as calmly as possible fear slipping through his words.

Paige mumbled something as she turned on her side and continued sleeping.

"Aunt Paige, please I need you." he cried causing her to wake up.

"What's wrong?" She yelled causing Phoebe to jump up in a fighting stance. Chris might have laughed if it had not been such a serious moment for him.

Lifting, up his arms to their faces they noticed his hands were none existence.

"Oh my god!" Phoebe yelled rushing to his nephew.

"What's going on? Why are you disappearing again?"

He shrugged, "I-I do not know, but I'm scared."

Paige then whispered, "Piper... something must be happening to your mother to cause you to begin to disappear."

"Moms in danger!" Chris yelled with the only thoughts revolved on not losing his mother again he rushed to her room. Why had he not thought about that, he felt guilty she had not crossed his mind, the only thing left was him to wish and hope to find his mother sleeping in her bed as usual. Entering, he found it empty walking around through her room he spotted her agenda on the nightstand.

Looking he read, "Appointment with Dr. Nicholas 8pm."

Checking the time he noticed it was seven fifty five, no time to get to her before her appointment. He felt the pit of his stomach get knotted as he turned to his aunts. He knew what she was doing at that appointment, getting rid of her worst mistake just as he was reminded so many times by father.

"I love you guys, do not forget that," he spoke sadly.

"We love you to honey what's going on?" Paige asked afraid, why did he sound so shut down.

He looked down at the paper, "I guess Leo had been right Piper never wanted me."

"What are you talking about?"

Phoebe took the paper from the stand and got sent into a premonition. She saw her oldest sister dressed in a gown lying on a hospital bed getting examined by a doctor. Wait not examine she-she was getting rid of her nephew. Sick to her stomach as if she would vomit any moment as she was pulled out of her vision.

"What did you see?" Paige urged her.

Turing to Chris, she saw the pain in his eyes he knew all to well what she had seen.

"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry we failed you."

"Do not be sorry just remember that I love you. Please do not blame yourself for my death. Remember, you have to save Wyatt." Chris voice sounded hollow as he fully disappeared.

"What happen?" Paige cried pushing away any feeling of fear she had.

Her sister broke into a sob, "Our sister just murdered our nephew."