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CHAPTER 1 :ARRIVING

Watching Charlie's expression when he saw me for the first time is not what I was expecting; his eyes are somehow sad and tired, like when you haven't slept for a week. This just made me wonder if coming here was the best way to avoid the problems all ready had. But then I remember Renee and Phil and this thought made me stronger to face whatever it is coming here, besides what could happen in Forks, it were just a small town, right? And Charlie is a stronger that Renee and he know how to face the problems better.

"Hello Bells, it's nice to seeing you, you have grow up. You look good." His words where just so strange, like he practiced a lot.

"Hey Dad, well you look good too." At this he just smiled and took me to his cruiser, now I remember why I hated when he drop me off at school when I was younger, it was the fact that traffic practically crawled when he was near. Well I think I just need to get used to it now.

The drive was long but it was nice to finally be in Forks, it was just the place I needed in these moments, a place where the most exciting thing that happens here are the school parties. I don't really remember why Renee hated it so much, and to be honest, I don't want to think about her right now, it just hurt so much.

Charlie must have sensed the feelings inside me. So in a wired way, he started to chat with me.

"Bells, I talked to the principal at Forks High School, they are willing to accept you even though they are in the middle of the year, so don't worry about it, oh and I found a car for you so you don't have to get a ride from me all of the time." I knew he isn't the chatting type and this just made me realize all the effort he was making while trying to, in his own way, reach out to me.

"Thanks dad, that great, you don't need to buy me a car though, I can walk." Well, in truth, I don't like the idea of walking. I clearly remember that Forks is one cold place, and well, cold and I don't mix very well. So the idea of a car for me is good news.

"Of course not Bella, you need a car so you can move around."

"Thanks dad,"

"Oh and I want to talk to you about another thing," his face changed, like he was almost about to say something really bad, and I was curious, maybe he doesn't want me here anymore, but I just got here, did I said something bad?

"I talk to the doctors… Well, actually, just with one, he is going to treat your injuries and he is a really good man, you can trust him, alright?" I felt a wave of relief but then the anxiety took me again. Did he tell the doctor my story? Did he tell him about everything that happened in Phoenix? I had to ask.

"Dad, this doctor, you know, did you tell him about..." I didn't need to finish what I was getting at, he answered before I had to say anymore.

"Oh no Bells, I didn't tell him what happen, it's something you need to do, but I think that when he is treating you, he will figure it out so think about it ok?" His words made me think. "Here we are. Home, it's not big but it's…"

"Cozy," And I wasn't lying.

Once Charlie showed me my room, I decide to unpack my things so I could start this new life, it was kind of ironic, starting a new life when all I wanted to do was end it. But now, I knew that life was ironic.

After I finished preparing my room for my stay here, I felt tiredness was over me. I went downstairs and found Charlie trying to make dinner, and I say trying because all I saw was a lot of smoke and a burnt dinner. I remembered that he doesn't know how to cook, and I was wondering, 'How can he survive like this?' And the guilt filled me, even though it wasn't my call to leave him, I just followed my mom.

"Hey dad, I will cook, you don't have to suffer from hunger anymore."

"Oh Bells you don't have to do it, we can go and eat at someplace…"

"No Dad, I like cooking and I thing I need a hobby so I have something in my mind you know."

"Ok, if you insist." I knew he didn't want to push the subject any longer because I was telling the truth. I needed something to keep my mind busy, so all the 'bad' thoughts were out of my mind.

"Yea dad, just let me do it."

After dinner I went to bed, Charlie reminded me that tomorrow would be my first appointment with this doctor, he says that Dr. Cullen is young and that I can trust him, just talking about trust it's something hard to do, here in my new life I just brought the basic learning about my old life. Never trust again.

A/N: Thankyou to Edward Anthony Mason Cullen, my beta, without you. this can happened. next chapter is coming soon. but please Read and Review, this is very important to me, so i would know if you like it or not, i´m open to new sugestions.