I hate that I'm scared of this
But you believe so I'll take the risk
Hold me and tell me I'm alright
He's hugging me right as I cry, I turned up at his house not long ago, something we both accepted would happen a while ago although this is different. He sees this is different though, I don't usually cry when I walk through the door. He's hugging me and telling me everything is okay and realistically I know it will be there's just a lot to sort. This was all worth the risk and now my marriage is over because I ended it to be with James Hathaway.
He makes me melt inside, just him touching me makes me tingle and shake and that shouldn't be happening to someone of my age. He's the one who fixed my fragile heart and put it all back together once he'd fought through the barriers around it that I'd put up to protect myself.
Broke free, saw an open road
Footsteps lead me to your soul
Now I run with home to go to
The time came where I decided that no longer could I continue an affair but I couldn't lose James so the time came to end my sham of a marriage. I came straight here because I couldn't bare the argument at home and now that things with him were over all I wanted was to be with here with you so here I am.
Never thought I'd be this happy
If your asking yes you have me
How you changed my thoughts, you'll never know
Even in the early days of my marriage I was never as happy as I am with you and now you know I'm properly yours. I always said that I didn't think I'd ever be ready to be his alone but here we are and he's going to want to know what changed my thoughts but that's a question that not even I could answer right now. But no longer do I have to feel that I'm unloveable, no longer do I have to feel ashamed about a failed marriage because although it's over I have James and that's more than I could ever have wished for.