First...this is my first fanfic...please be nice. :)
Second..the disclaimer..I do NOT own
Twilight or anything associated with it...Sigh...the great and
glorious Stephanie Meyers does. SHE ROCKS!
Third...I don't own the
song inspired for this fan-fiction which is In my Arms Instead by
Randy Rogers Band.
This takes place after New Moon. When Bella starts doing risky things b/c she hears Edward..Now from what I've read in magazines, in the movie she's going to actually see him...which sounds cool too. Anyways...on with the story.
"You know Bella...I know your upset about...Edward leaving..but I think you should try to move on. Its not healthy for you to be like this....I..uh...well I um love you..you know kiddo and I just want you to be happy." Charlie said.
It had been 3 months since Edward and the Cullen family left after Bella's disastrous birthday party. Every single night Charlie had heard his daughter crying herself to sleep just to try to get through the next day. He didn't know what to do and honestly he had been at a loss. Jacob had been helping..and every once in a while Bella seemed to be reverting back to her old self...but then for some reason something would happen and back in to her shell she would go. It was Saturday morning and Charlie was planning to leave on a fishing trip..however he felt like he needed to say some things to Bella and figured that if her reaction was how he was expecting it to be he was going to cancel.
"Bella, did you hear me?" Charlie asked. "Yeah, dad...I did...if this is about your fishing trip, I'll be fine. I was just going to do some homework..and maybe hang out with Jake..." that is, if he's not mad at me still, Bella thought. "Besides, Angela and Jessica were talking about hanging out so maybe I'll do that." Charlie seemed to ponder this and then smiled at his daughter. "Ok Bella, Well I'm done eating are you sure your ok with this?" "Yes Dad, go have fun, I'll be fine." Bella plastered on a fake smile and Charlie took that as his cue. He got up from the table and kissed Bella on the top of her head and headed out. "I'll be back next Friday...try to not hurt yourself during that time, ok?"Charlie stated with amusement in his tone. "Yes dad...thanks!" Bella shouted. Bella sat there for a few minutes before she finally heard his car leaving the drive. "Great" she muttered, "what am I going to do for a whole week?" Her and Jacob had gotten into a fight once again about Edward and his family. He finally told her that if she was going to keep defending them, mainly him, then they couldn't be friends. It stung Bella...to be honest but with everything else going on she ended up just shrugging it off and telling Jake that if that is how he felt then so be it. She wasn't close to anyone at school anymore, not that she was to begin with. The only one that actually checked on her and showed her some type of support was Angela..but it was spring break and she had gone skiing with her family. "I wonder how many times I'd hurt myself going skiing?" Bella thought. She decided that she was going to go walk in the woods around the house. Victoria hadn't shown herself in so long and there were no other vampires around..well says the werewolves so she figured it would be safe.
Bella grabbed her coat, a blanket and her Pod and walked out the back door. She was scrolling through the songs until she found one she wanted to listen to. She listened to all types of music..but for some reason this song was just stuck in her head. She finally reached a clearing...similar to the meadow that Edward use to take her...so she stretched out the blanket and laid down on it using her coat as her pillow. It wasn't to cold outside and every once in a while the sun would peak thru. She thought about the time the sun would shine through to Edward and how he would glisten in the sun. Bella sighed.."why isn't the song playing? She thought. "Oh..I must have paused it." Bella pushed the button and the song began to play......
Dun..dun...dun...I promise it will get rolling..I'm just writing on a whim! Please review..enjoy..be nice!:)