NOTE!!! PLEASE dont use the lines at the bottom: Betrayal it hurts but sometimes its worse to have noone at all if i happen to fall. (i changed it to cause i know ill fall for the sake of it) They are my sig. lines and i would really appreciate it it no one stole them. Arigatou! 3)
Akaya's POV Poem:
I bite my lips and clench my hands
I try not to cry again
You're making everything so difficult
With you're fucking nonsense words
It used to be so easy
When I was happy and not so screwed up
But you took care of that fast...
People can only be neglegted
So far before they turn
Away from the one they were borne
It was always her
But you pretended it wasn't
Was she really more important?
Sure she was you're flesh and blood
But I was too...wasn't I?
I'd never imagine I'd be like this
Hurting people... just like you and him did me
I never wanted to be like this
This...horrible person
And I'm hated just like before
And ignored just like usual
I have no point...no meaning in your life
Do I?
I'm just here
In the corner
I'll never be noticed for what I want to be
I'm not where I want to be
I want to be gone
Anywhere but with you
Near you, you're fucking crazy
And I hate it...
How my nightmares haunt me
And I hide my pain
But I know I'm going to break
Everyone does...
Don't they...
And my mask just fell to the floor
Cause you know...
Betrayal It Hurts
But Sometimes It's Worse
To Have No One At All
Cause I Know I'll Fall...
(A/N So yea I wrote this kinda about Akaya Kirihara and its sorta about me too, but the story in it is how Akaya'a parents paid more attention to his sister and he was always left behind and ignored. It's also about his Red Eye mode in tennis...I think that he doesn't really want to hurt people... he just does so its about that too and how he isnt where he wants to be, because he hasn't beaten Sanada, Yukimura, and Renji yet.)