DIsclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of it's character's, no copying is intended.
Prologue
Edward Cullen is pissing me off. After months of heartache and loss over my abandonment and his words, he just expects me to welcome him back with open arms. Well no can do Eddie-boy. Just after he left, i claimed that he had taken my heart with him, but as time passed and i became best friends with a certain werewolf named Jacob Black, my views changed. Sure, he made me hold a high level of distrust for pretty much everyone, and he had pained my usually warm heart, but other than that, i realized that he was just a guy- a selfish, arrogant, forever 17-year-old guy.
When i had come to this conclusion, i decided to make drastic changes in my life: no more acting like a weird zombie-like human, spend more time with friends and family, change look, and lastly, most important of all is FORGET ABOUT THE CULLENS.
You see, it wasn't just edward that i had missed, it was my whole supposed new family- Alice, the excitable bst friend, Jasper, the wise older brother that you can always talk to, Rosalie, the bitchy big sister who really has a heart of gold, Emmett, the goofy older brother, Carlisle, the understanding father figure, and Esme, the compassionate mother than i never had. Edward was only one supposef missing puzzle piece in my life, but the main one at that.
So i did, i jut about forgot about them. Their sudden departure didn't linger everywhere i looked and i didn't feel as if a gaping hole had been punched through my chest, i experienced different things, real feelings. I realize also, that i was mainly drawn to their mystery nd the false appearance of family life.
My look had changed drastically too, since they left. I was no longer incomparable to the Cullens, in fact, i had been told vehemently that my beauty rivaled that of even Rosalie. For one, my clothes were way more stylish- they made me look older. My deep brown eyes looked very feline and edgy, my eyebrows were plucked nice and shapely, my lips appeared soft, plump and kissable, also, my face had a gorgeous shape to it with my model-like chiseled cheekbones and my figure was petite, feminine, and not deathly skinny. I had beautiful curves and large breasts, so to sum it up, i'm a freakin' godess.
Basically, my life was amazing, i had loads of friends and i was closer with my dad now than i ever had been. Until everything changed. Until the day SHE came back.
Alice Cullen appears again out of the blue one day and i didn't cre one damn bit. Also, you can imagine her initial shock when she sees me, so i guess her face was an added bonus. When she told me that Edward went to Volterra to be killed out of guilt because he'd thought i'd died. I mean- what a joke is that, he's the one who'd left me! But i couldn't just let him kill himself, (supposdly), because of me, so here i am, standing in front of an Edward saying that he wants me back. Also, i'm wearing a revealing black, skin-tight cocktail dress from the party i'd left. I have to admit, damn, i look smoking!
Edward begins to blather on and on about crap that i'm trying to drown out. Then suddenly he goes in for a kiss and i quickly step away from him. God, when did my life get so complicated?