Do You See Me?

Do you see me?

I loved you from day one; Always hoping I would be the one.

Lord Sesshomaru, I've loved you since the day we met. You were my night in shinning armor, you brought me back to life, and fought to protect me every time I was in trouble. But there was something that changed…

Do you know me?

You showed so much love but none like that love of one true love.

I started to fall in love with Sesshomaru, but did you even notice? Did you want notice? Was so bad that I was a human that you couldn't bring yourself to love. I have seen the look you give the other female dogs, you never looked at me that way. Even when I grew up into a women you stilled treated me liked a sheltered child.

Can you see me?

I have always been there in the back looking in.

Sesshomaru when you brought me to your castle I was treated like a princess and taught to be one as well. I was so happy that I had a home and that I made so many new friends in the demon world. I was missing something, or someone, I became so lonely when you left me behind to court those female inuyouk. I know you want a full demon heir but you could have waited till I was gone.

Do you feel me?

When I always reached for your hand.

Do you remember when I was little you would hold me when I had a bad dream, then you would say," I will never let anything happen to you, my Rin". And your right, you never let anything happen to me physically but the day you married Kyoko was the day you finally broke my heart. I though I could handle it get used to the idea, I mean Kyoko was never mean to me she was so nice, she is good for you, but I wanted to be in her place. I was going to run away but you caught me, you said that you didn't want to loose me for a third time. I couldn't leave with the sincerely hurt look on your face.

I stayed and that way the greatest mistakes.

Can you love me or I'm I just a friend?

Will you love me to the bitter end?

Can You SEE Me?

Sesshomaru put the scroll down, and with a single tear to roll down his face he says, "I'm so-orry Rin."

That day Rin had stabbed herself through the heart with the very sword that was never to cut, that was meant to bring life not death; the oh so faithful sword, Tenseiga.