I don't own really anything except this story...The song which i based it on is Why by Secondhand Serenade.. This is in Inuyasha point of vies
Now please be kind this is my first time really putting anything up so please tell me how you think it came out.
WHY.
"I'm sorry….. I couldn't be stronger…. for you Inuyasha" Kagome whispered softly. I didn't understand why she thought she wasn't stronger. I softy touched her face and felt how cold she was and as I looked into her eyes I saw the thousands of goodbyes I gave her and the heart break, but know she's the one saying goodbye.
I always was the one with the simple word to make things so much better, but when I needed it right now I couldn't think of one thing except how much I was going to miss her lips to mine. How I was going to miss that sweet laugh and the sweet smile.
It wasn't easy to watch her say goodbye; I didn't understand how she did it over and over again. How did she watch me come and leave every day and never once bashed me for being so weak.
"Please don't leave me Kagome. I need you." I whisper back to her as I moved her closer to my heart as if she heard my heart then she would know how much I loved her, how I needed her, that she would hold on just a little longer. She grabbed my shirt as the tears fell. I always thought she was so beautiful even when she cried, even when she was red faced and puffy she was so beautiful.
"I can't fight anymore… This isn't easy for me… I love you so much Inuyasha" she cried out. It was getting hard for her to breath. She laid her head back and looked at the stars and I saw a rain drop fall onto her face.
"Funny how it started in the rain and now has to end in the rain." She laughed out, like it was her own personal joke. She looked at me and I saw all the years we could have had if only I didn't waste it on being too afraid of love, and chasing after someone who is dead.
"I love you so much Kagome." I said as I got down and kissed those lips that I loved and will miss. She kissed me back, and then she just stopped. I started to shake her and try to call her name but all that came out was breathless cries. I took my hand and put it to her chest praying that I would feel a heartbeat, or see her open her eyes and laugh about how she got me. But none of that happen, she was gone. Death had taken the one thing that I held near. He ripped Kagomes life away as if it was paper, as if it didn't matter at all.
I always thought of her as my angel, that God sent her to me because I needed her so badly. But God took his angel back because I didn't take good care of her I didn't watch over her the way she watched over me. I felt like I didn't love her enough and that's why she died.
"I wish I never left you." I whispered into my loves ear hoping that somehow she will hear me. That she would forgive me for all the times i left her. I kiss her head and whisper one last time, "I will come join you soon my love, my angel." My heart stops. I won't feel anything till I am with my love again.
THE END