Hello everyone! Here are just my thoughts on Kagura's situation. I don't think she's all that bad. Told from her point of view!
Disclaimer! : I don't own Inuyasha and co. I wish I owned Sesshomaru, but sadly I don't. All characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi!
I am Kagura, the Wind Sorceress, the first of Naraku's demon incarnations. As such, I am expected to do his bidding, whatever the hell it may be. Even when I don't want to. But I won't try to escape, not since he holds my heart.
Not no, but hell no, not in a romantic way. I would rather burn for eternity in the fiery pits of the seven hells, than ever love that vile, disgusting creature.
What I mean is: he quite literally holds my heart in the palm of his hand. If I piss him off enough, he will kill me.
Sometimes, I wouldn't mind dying, it would be a welcome release, but then, I remember who he is.
Naraku is not merciful. There is no compassion in his black heart. He would slowly squeeze the life from me and wring every painful gasp from my lips.
I would fall and he would watch with satisfaction as I writhed and squirmed in agony on the floor at his feet. He's done it before, and it hurts like a bitch!
And he would enjoy every second of my torture, my pain.
I hate him with every fiber of my being. I hate what he does. And I hate what he makes me do. A lot of people hate me for it.
Honestly, I don't really give a shit how others feel about me. And I don't really care about what happens to those who get in his way, but I wouldn't make a sport out of hurting innocent people and screwing with their lives just because they are there.
I don't want to do the things I'm forced to do, but what other choice do I have? Don't do them? Defy Naraku? Pffft! Yeah right! I'm not gonna get myself tortured and killed for a bunch of stupid humans who are so frail and weak that they could just keel over from a simple cold.
They're so fragile and their lives are so short, they'll die soon anyway.
What would you do? Just try to wrap your simple minds around this for a second: If our positions, our circumstances, were reversed, what would you do? Hmmm?
Can you honestly say that you've had your heart squeezed right before your eyes? Can you say that you know what it's like for me?
No, you can't.
But believe me when I say that I don't want to live like this. I only want what anyone in my position would want… my freedom.
I am the wind… I just want to be free.