PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING:
Each chapter title is the name of the Evanescence song it's based on
The lyrics in each story might not have all the choruses or maybe skip a verse
lyrics= bold print, story=smaller print
Song: Missing
Characters: Shiki (his POV)
Background: This is him saying he doesn't know what he's doing in life, his feelings for his mom and even some feelings for Ichijo.
Please, please, forgive me
But I won't be home again
Cross Academy had become a second home for Shiki. The young vampire had found a life where he was accepted; but once he started to think about the home he left behind, his happiness ended.
I know what you do to yourself
He worried about his mother; every time he had left home she had broken down. Comforting her only made things worse when she thought he was his father.
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
Shiki was desperate. He needed to find a purpose; someone to care for him, comfort him, love him.
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Who could understand those desires? Ichijo did, but being with him means leaving his mother defenseless.
Though I'd die to know you love me
Why did he have to choose between them? Why couldn't he love them both?
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?