Alright, I'll tell you right now that I am not used to this sort of thing. I'm just…feeling quite explosive right now, is all. Of course, you wouldn't know that, would you? I've never really been one to let my feelings show, I guess, and that's the whole reason I've begun writing down my thoughts on paper.
It was originally something that Mom had talked about. You know, those letters of anger you never send, so you can vent your feelings? Well, I wrote one of those, and…it felt pretty good. But it wasn't enough. So I have decided to write in this notebook instead, since one letter seems insufficient. I can't help the emotions that I feel, so I'm going to record them. That helps ease the pain.
…You know what's funny? That at the moment, when I first write in this… "Journal", all my emotions just went blank. I hope that won't be true for future entries. Well, we'll see soon.
~Ferb
AN:
Oh hey! Yeah, this is just a little random thing I came up with (inspired by my own journal). I wasn't going to actually do anything with it at first but...I dunno. It just felt like something that needed to be done.
I also wanted to warn everyone that this story probably won't be updated as frequently as Something New To Do, but I hope you understand. That story is my main priority at the moment. That, and I know that I don't write in my journal in set intervals.
And this was Reeeeeeeeeeaaaallly short. Sorry 'bout that. I had started out with another (much LONGER) entry than this, but I had to introduce it somehow, and that first one was not up for it.
Hope you enjoy :)