Ben and I were sitting at the kitchen table eating. I was staring off into space thinking.
"Hey what are you thinking?"
"I was thinking about Zane."
"You miss him a lot don't you?"
"Yeah I do. I can't wait to see him again."
"Yeah I can't wait either. He's suck a good kid. I wish things were different and we could have one of our own."
"Really you want to have kids with me?"
"Why wouldn't I want to have kids with you? I love you."
"Well you know we could always adopt."
"I never thought of that. We could couldn't we."
"Yep we could but first we have to get married. I can't believe our wedding is only a few months away."
"When are you getting your dress?"
"Mercy, Jesse, my mom and I are going to do that Sunday."
"When are they driving down."
"They are supposed to leave tomorrow. Zane is going to stay with Charles and Anna."
Ben kissed me and left for work. I cleaned up the dishes and took a shower. Jesse came down right as I finished getting dressed. She knocked on the door and I let her in. We were going to the mall to get our nails done.
"Hey you ready to go."
"Just about I have to do my hair."
" Okay. So where are you and Ben going on your honeymoon?"
" I don't know he won't tell me. He is suck an ass."
Jesse just laughed. I did my hair and put on my shoes. Jesse and I turned up the radio and sang along. We spent the whole day together. Jesse and I were really close. I thought of her as my sister. When we got to the house Adam, Mercy and Ben were in the kitchen.
"We could hear you coming a mile away."
"Yeah what's your point?"
"I didn't have one. I was just saying."
"Okay I didn't think you did. You are such a goof ball sometimes. You know that Ben."
"Yep but you love me anyway."
"God help me I do."
We sat in the living room and talked for a while. Ben and I got up and said goodnight. It was getting late and Ben had to work in the morning.