This is one of my first fics, and I personally think, one of my best, I turned it into my English teacher for a grade, and haven't gotten it back yet, so I'm worried now. It is a post LD fic, I wrote it in the summer of '07, so it is old, I have a lot of post LD fics that I might put up soon, and yes, they are already on the other site. RRSVP.

Those big brown eyes

And that gorgeous smile

I haven't seen

In a while.

They haunt me now

When I close my eyes

I see them

Don't ask me how.

At first I join

In with her smile.

Then all changes

I hear her groan

The life is gone

From her eyes

Her smile fades

Soon followed by

The rest of her.

I turn around

I'm in the dessert

I see her

Running

In the distance.

I yell out to her

She turns

She sees me

Yet she keeps

On running

Away from me

I try to follow

But I cant

My feet are stuck

To the sand

I look up again

Yet

She's gone.

I woke up with a start. I feel the warm tears roll down my cheek. I open my eyes and see the wall. I roll over and instead of seeing her peacefully sleeping next to me the sheets are ice cold.

I pick up her pillow, it still smells of her but the scent was fading. I stand up, stretch and check the time. It's noon; it had been a long shift. I go get the mail; the top letter is addressed to her, fresh tears roll down my face.

I walk over to the kitchen to feed the dog and myself. I open the fridge and almost start to look for some meat when I remember that I had stopped eating it at home for her. Oh, how am I going to survive without you Sara?

My cell ringing pulled me from my thoughts.

"Grissom" I reply.

"Gil, it Catherine," my expression must of changed at what he said next, I don't know though, there is no mirror in the kitchen.

So, you like it, hate it, I don't care, I'm not putting the next part up untill I have 10 reviews, and the next part is not only longer, but better.