i well here is my first fanfic. hope ya'll like it :)
I sit infront of the mirror watching momma fix my hair. Who would have thought me of all people would be getting married? Who would have thought I'd have a baby girl with the man I have loved my whole life. Who would have thought in five minutes I would proudly walk away from this beach as Mrs. Shannon Leto
"Ashley, Ash, LeAnn!" my mom calls to me "Your all set lovey." Just as she tells me that my daddy walks in. "Ashley hun, you look breathtaking just like your momma." he tells me. It was weird having Jared as my stepdad, no not step dad, as my dad he is the only dad I have ever known. It was also weird to know he would soon be my brother-in-law, not to mention the fact that mine and Shannons's daughter, Emily Rose, was his grandaughter and niece. Also that my little sister Isabella Angelica, whom momma had with him was my niece as well. GOD WE'RE A WEIRD FAMILY BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY!
To think it all started in the summer of 2006, the summer of heartache and rebirth. Me and my ex had a real nasty breakup due to the fact he didn't wanna be seen with a mexican anymore. All by chance I was on-line talking to some band members i had met at a couple of shows in my hometown of Corpus Christi. It was hard talking about it but according to Lewis it would do me some good just dissusing the situtation at hand.
"So what happened between you and that asshole?" Adam ask me, him and Patrick knew how Marshall had treated me those three years. They were pissed and wanted answers quick. Just as i was about to reply something popped up on my computer. "30 Seconds to Mars has logged in." I look thinking about it, questioning if it could be one of them or a manager or something. Anticipation is killing me i cant hold back no more i have to know who it is.
My hand trembles and somehow manages to send an I.M. a quick little "hello how are you doing?". For a while nothing, me and the guys were trying to joke around but i was too pissed off to even try to when out of no where a message pops up. "Hello, im fine, are you speaking with Adam?" At first I don't know what to type, I'm speechless. I go to my other window to tell Adam that someone has messaged me from the 30STM I.M.
"Hey do you know if the guys from 30STM have IM or does someone do it for them?" For a while Adam doesn' respond to me either, "god let him say yes." i said to myself praying for either Shannon or Jared. Seconds later Adam replies. "Yeah they do everything themselves, they like to keep in touch wiht the fans. Why?" I quickly open up the window that had them and i begun to type. " Hi! yeah im talking to Adam, if you don't mind me asking who am I talking to?" I nervously await the response, I could not believe I was talking to a band member of 30 SECONDS TO MARS. A band that I have loved since I was twelve years old.
Ten minutes had past and not a response. I had been talking to Adam, Patrick, and Lewis about the ex when i got another message. i opend the window to see it say this. "Oh GOOD LUCK TO YOU TALKING TO HIM! oh umm...im Jared by the way." My heart skipped a beat and i was suddenlly brought back to the present by the sound of my daddy's voice. "Ashley babe," i look up to face him. "It's time for us to walk out now." we walk out arm-in-arm, walking to shannon, walking to my new future, to my husband.
It was the perfect day for the wedding, not a single rain cloud in site, no body knew where it was, and it was just us. As i walk closer to shannon and the judge I almost cry because i notice Emily Rose has a pillow that has our rings on it, I had no idea they were doing this.Call it my fubaric nature for me not knowing. Daddy Jared and I finally reach the 'alter' so to speak and the judge ask who gives me away, he replies "Her momma and I do." he gives me a big hug and joins my brothers and Tomo on the opposite side of Shannon. I look up at Shannon and notice a smirk across his face.
"What are you up to carancho?" i ask him as we take each others hand. "Just wait untill the reception" he tells me. "OH GOD WHATS HE GONNA DO?" I think. Shannon has always been the prankster but I honestly don't think he would do anything on our wedding day, or would he? Before I know it the judge was already saying "By the power invested in me by the state of Texas, I now prounce you Mr. and Mrs. Shannon Leto." but before the judge could even finish the sentence Shannon and me were already kissing. We look up to see that momma and Jared are giving us a look like 'couldn't ya'll wait?' and all Shannon could say was "Sorry, grew just a tad impatent."
The reception was hilarious! My brothers Mike and Matt are the quiet types who don't like to dance or anything but this was the first time I had seen them like this since momma's and Jared's wedding. Tomo, Jared, Mike, Matt, and Shannon all started dancing for us whenever the dj put on "thriller" GOD I ALMOST FELL OUTTA MY CHAIR BECAUSE EMILY ROSE AND ISABELLA RAN OUT TO GO DANCE WITH THERE DADDY'S AND UNCELS. seeing my daughter and sister doing a booty dance, priceless!
Soon the party was starting to die down and i noticed Shannon, Daddy Jared, and Tomo were taking the little stage that was set up. "Momma what are they gonna do?" i ask her, she looks at me and smiles. The next thing I know is they start playing "glycerine" from bush and shannon is singing it to me.
"Must be your skin that im sinking in must be for real cause now i can feel and i didn't mind its not my kind not my time to wonder why everythings gone white and everythings grey now youre here now youre away i dont want this remember that ill never forget where youre at dont let the days go by glycerine im never alone im alone all the time are you at one or do you lie wher everyone steals but when we rise its like strawberry fields i treted you bad you bruise my face couldnt love you more you got a beautiful taste dont the days go by couldnt be easier on you i couldnt change if i wanted to could have been easier by three our old friend fear and you adn me glycerine dont let the days go by glycerine i needed you more when we wanted us less i could not kiss just reress it might just be clear simple and plain thats just fine thats just one of my naems dont let the days go by couldve been easier on you glycerine"
I could not believe it, the song i have loved since i was six years old, the song i alwaysed invisioned someone i love dearly and whom i wanna spend the rest of my life singing it to me. and it was sung by someone i love dearly and someone i wanna spend the rest of my life with. my love, my animal, the father of my child, my shannon.