/N:This
is what is called "Stream of Consciousness" writing. For
those that do not know what that is. It is a type of writing
featuring thoughts from a particular character within a scene. It
shows their reactions and thoughts to the conversations present at
the time of their thoughts. IT is supposed to be choppy and a
little...off balance.. as these are actual thoughts running through
someones mind. The thoughts are in Poor
Bill, I can't believe I let this happen! I should have warned
Dumbeldore, after all there were rumors he would be trying his
chances at attacking Hogwarts..!! And who knows how the bite is going
to affect him...He might just have a half transformation, or not
even one at all...Scaring...he will scar that is for certian..
Disclaimer:
I own nothing...(except Remus' thoughts!!) it all belongs to JKR!!
"You
see!" said a strained voice. Tonks was glaring. "She still
wants to marry him, even though he's been bitten! She doesn't
care!"
"It's different, Bill will not be a full
werewolf. The cases are completely-"
"But
I don't care either, I don't care! I've told you a million
times..."
"And I've told you a million times, that I am too old for you, too poor...too dangerous..." I want to be with her, but not like this.. not when I turn into a blood thirsty monster every month! She could be harmed... what if we accidentally create another human? I can't put her in that situation. Besides, there is a war going.. one that we must all fight... but God, she looks beautiful standing there..
"I've
said all along you're taking a ridiculous line on this, Remus,"
And
now Molly is trying to interfere... It's none of her buiness what
Tonks and I do or don't do! I love that woman like a sister, but
sometimes she just needs to keep her red hair out of others' lives.
Then again if she did that, she wouldn't be Molly...
"I
am not being ridiculous. Tonks deserves somebody young and
whole."
"But she wants you," And there goes Arthur... "And after all, Remus, young and whole men do not necessarily remain so."
"This is...not the moment to discuss it, Dumbledore is
dead..." And
I'm stuck here trying to believe that the old codger is really dead..
it seems impossible, yet it is possible... Eventually.
"Dumbledore
would have been happier than anybody to think that there was a little
more love in the world," said Professor McGonagall curtly. And
she had to add her two cents in!! Why can't everyone just butt out??
Leave us alone...Tonks and I will work it out...
