You bite your lip but never adverted your gaze form the painful sight. All you can do is fuckin wwatch and see how happy they were. without you.
"hahahaha."
You hear a sickly evil laugh that sounds mysteriously like your own.
"happiness? you don't deservve that...not after wwhat you did...highbloods though out history will laugh and mock you."
You don't understand this vvoice...wwhy is it mockin yo-
You hear bubbly laughter and feel tears sting your eyes. wwhat are you doing? hiding and spying on them? come on your higher then that!
"No your not, your a desperate fuck!"
You whimper and pull your scarf over you face with an unsteady and trembling hand. fuck no! don't you dare cry!
More evil laughing.
make it stop! Quickly you cover your ear fins like it could block this ugly voice and curl up into a ball. shutupshutupshutup!
"hehehe...wwhy? cuz im right?"
You try to ignore the voice and look over your shoulder to see a lovely princess troll with long beautiful curls;
laughing and holding hands with the troll who took everything from you. He laughs at something fef says. His voice bellows in the tiny hallway.
its loud and radiant and so beautiful. You cant help but stare at his handsome figure.
wait...did you just call sol handsome? and wwhat the fuck? he's not beautiful in any wway! wwhat is wrong with you? he's a fuckin lowblood! fef is way to high class and more pitiable then that mutant!
"haahahahaha he diservves her more then you! no one wwants you and your the fuckin laughin stalk"
A warm tear falls to your cheek. n-no..t-th..thats not true.
"are you shore?" the voice throws your fish puns at your face, mocking you, and contues its sickly laughing. You turn away from couple unable to watch
anymore.
You can only sit and listen to this voice, whimpering. why cant you fight back? cuz the voice is right, and you can only watch the one you love
walk sit on the cold and empty floor. this feels worse then you getting sawed in half. The pain was fast, merciful. but you had to wake up.
because your team won the game...so...you didn't. you DIED! you wish you stayed dead...this is much...much worse.