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Nick watched as Joe's phone rang, and as Joe picked it up.He saw the name on the phone, of the person calling.It was Lizzie, Joe's girl friend.Nick clenched his fist, as Joe answered the phone, smiled, and left the room to talk to her.He sighed heavily.
Nick knew Joe could never know the feeling his had for him, his older brother.He wouldn't return them.Knowing this broke Nick to pieces,
it was driving him to depression.
Nick had known since he was 12 that he was gay.He wasn't attracted to girls at all.But he did notice the guys.Well one guy.His older brother,
Joe Jonas.
Only one person knew, and that was his eldest brother,Kevin.Nick winced at the memory, of the day he told his brother he was not only gay, but he was in love with Joe.
Kevin slapped him, and yelled, saying things he never took back.This was a year ago, when Nick was 14.Kevin hasn't spoken to him since.
Kevin never told anyone either.For that, Nick was thank full.
Joe walked back in the room, saying "I love you."To his girlfriend, before sitting back on the couch, and stuffing his face with Cheetos.
Nick got up suddenly, and went to the bathroom.He locked the door, and slid his sharp pcket knife out of his back pocket.
He sat on top the toilet seat, and put the knife to his wrist, and applied pressure.He pulled the blade away from his wrist slowly, watching the line of blood trickle down his arm for a moment before he wiped it off, and headed to his small room to put on a long sleeved shirt.
He went back to the living room, where every one was watching tv and munching.His mom, dad, Kevin and Joe, and Frankie, the little bonus Jonas.They would never know what went on inside him, would never understand.And so, he plastered the fake smile he put on every day since he had fell in love with his brother, and acted as though every thing was peachy.
Tomorrow, they would go on tour.Maybe he could get Joe off his mind then, Nick thought, behind his fake smile.But inside, he knew the truth.He would never get Joe out of his head, until Joe knew.But Joe could never know.He would never know.