(Hello guys! Long time no see :) So this is my first Avengers piece. SPOILERS, sorta. Just to be safe, if you don't want any spoilers, don't read this fic! Anyway I will be writing a companion piece from Thor's POV. I really love Thor & Loki. They're very interesting to write for. I don't own Loki, or anything Thor related in this story. UPDATED! Just fixed the structure and took out some things)
Pain - Loki
Pain. Unbearable pain.
Nothing like you have ever felt, dear brother. The "Other" made my skull feel as though a thousand knives had slowly pieced it. And then one by one those knives were yanked out. It was only a moment but, it felt like an eternity. I couldn't endure that pain. Not again. I couldn't fail. I wanted power, I was driven by it but I was also motivated by fear.
Fear of the one who sent me.
I wanted my own destiny, something to call my own. My own great purpose, my own great kingdom. But you…you took that chance away from me again!
Why must you be so selfish? Why must you take everything from me?
You have everything!
Everything that should be mine.
All that I've ever wanted.
I was cast out by our father-no…YOUR father and you expect me to believe that he would welcome me back with open arms?
Ha! He never wanted me! I'm nothing but a monster.
He has caused me so much pain, as have you, Odin Son! But I will escape from that pain, the pain you have both caused me. Just you wait. You will feel what I have felt; all of Asgard will feel what I have felt. Then I will have what is mine. Loki will rule over Asgard and you can keep your pathetic kingdom of Midgard. They will all bow before me and you will be in MY shadow. And I will finally have what I've always wanted…
to be loved.