Summary: One of Clare's earliest memories was a man and women smiling down at her, she let it go not know what it meant. Now a lot more memories come back. Soon a man and women come forward saying they are Clare's real parents and have been looking for her for the last 16 years.
I don't own Degrassi
Clare's POV
"Come on Clare, mommy will catch you if you fall." A woman with long brown hair, green eyes and pale skin smiled at me. I heard a baby's laughter fill the air as I felt the wind blow threw my hair and the grass under my feet. "Oh James please hold her sides! I'm afraid she's going to fall." The women frowned and I soon felt someone's hands holding my sides
"Jessica the point of a baby's first steps is for the baby to do it on their own." I heard a man's voice behind me
"I just don't want my baby getting hurt." The women replied
"Our baby." The women smiled at the man behind me; whoever he was she made her happy. As I walked toward the women, my legs felt like they have been asleep forever. "James! You let go of her, grab her!" The women panicked as the man let go of me
"Jessica look at Clare." The man said, the women looked at me and had the biggest smile on her face and I saw some tears in her eyes. "Oh my god James she's walking! She's walking! Come to mommy Clare." The women held out her arms for me, when I reached her she gave me a hug "I love you so much Clare."
I opened my eyes and checked my surroundings to see where I was. When I realized I was in my room, I sat up and looked at the clock next to my bed
6:13 a.m.
I got up from my bed and went to my closet to get my clothes for today. For some reason whenever I go through something that makes me feel bad or worthless, I keep having this dream about two people holding me, loving me and even parenting me as if I was a baby.
Since Eli said it was my fault that I wanted him to talk to someone about Campbell when he didn't want to, I started having these dreams again for the past two weeks. Every time I see Eli walking in the halls with Fiona and Imogen or with Adam, Jake and Mo, he has a smile on his face that shows all is right in the world while I'm walking around the halls feeling depressed. Alli and Katie tell me I'll be okay and to give Eli time but it seems to be taking forever.
Come on Clare, mommy will catch you if you fall.
I heard that sweet, loving voice again. The women… she seems like a young mother figure and I'm her baby. I'm her baby.
"Hey Clare you up? My dad made breakfast." Jake knocked on my door
"Okay, I'll be down." I pulled out a purple dress from my closet and black flats. I wonder about this man and women, I look a lot like them or they look like me. They had light skin, light hair and light eyes. My mom had dark hair, tan skin and brown eyes, my dad was blond, his skin like my moms and Darcy was a lot like my mom while I was the odd one out of the family.
"Clare come one, you'll be late." My mom called
"Coming." I called; I remember the last dream I had of the two and it wasn't a good one.
"No! No you can't take her away from us! She's my baby! James please do something!" The women cried with the man holding her back
"Jessica calm down, we'll get her back. We'll get her back." The man whispered in her ear. The women fell to the ground crying her eyes out with the man holding her.
"Clare come on! I'm hungry!" Jake called out from downstairs, making me roll my eyes.
I walked out of my room and went downstairs. I never told my mom about these dreams I have of these people, she might send me to church to talk to someone about it.
"We'll get her back." Repeated in my head, what was happening to these people?