This will eventually have more chapters, hopefully..soon!
Finn sat quietly at the Lima Bean, Kurt ordering them their drinks. Things back at home were a little crazy, so it was Kurt's idea to get Finn out of the house and "get some fresh air". Although Finn really didn't really go to the Lima Bean much, he agreed and ordered some hot chocolate. It seemed as if only a few seconds later that Kurt placed the drinks on the table and swung his bag over the bag of the chair. He sat down and sipped his coffee, smiling and enjoying the taste, but Finn took a few seconds to take his cup.
"..Is everything ok?" Kurt's face turned a little concerned for his step-brother, who at the moment seemed a little distressed. Still a little dazed, Finn took a sip of his still-hot drink and flinched a little, obviously in a different world. How could he help it? He and Quinn were not having the best relationship, he was still trying to fight his feelings for Rachel, and now Nationals were near. "Uh, yea I guess," he said softly, placing his cup back down. "Well, actually…no it's not...at all," Finn replied.
Kurt sighed a little, and then said, "Ahh, the mind of a teenage jock." He bit his lip a little, assuming that he was having troubles with girls. He could help with that, he was after all, not exactly 'manly'. "What's wrong now? Quinn getting at another thing again?" Kurt said sympathetically, guessing that it was the source of his brother's troubles. Finn twiddled his thumbs a little. Should he tell Kurt about the other things? Yea, sure, Quinn was part of the situation, but should he mention Rachel? Kurt was his step-brother, and although he hadn't always told the truth to him, Finn figured that no one else would be able to help. While he ran his fingers along the outside of the cup, Finn spoke softly. "Yea…a little more than usual." Just as Kurt was about to ask more, Finn figured he might as well tell the rest. "And we have Nationals coming up, and we have to have a duet, and I wanna sing with Rachel 'cuz I still kinda like her…and…", he said quite quickly.
Kurt looked at him blankly, a little overwhelmed at all the information Finn had just given him. He still liked Rachel? Of course, it was obvious that Rachel had been pining after Finn for months, but never did Kurt think Finn would feel the same again. Kurt sighed, and then got ready to give Finn the low-down. "Ok...listen. You need to get your mind straight. Can I ask you a question?" The jock simply nodded a little, sipping his hot chocolate. "Do you love Quinn-" Finn interrupted, a little confused as to why he had asked. "Of cour-" In turn, Kurt continued talking. "-or Rachel more?" Finn paused, and it seemed the whole world stood still. His mind went crazy with his conscience. Did he? Did he love Quinn or Rachel more? Who was he happier with? When he was with Quinn, she criticized him, but Rachel, she loved him for everything he was. Without permission of his conscience, Finn blurted out, "Rachel." Kurt simply smiled and sipped his coffee. "Well I think that was enough fresh air for today," he said. Finn raised his brows, confused why Kurt wouldn't want to know more. "But…" His step-brother simply got up, swung his bag over his shoulder, grabbed his cup, and motioned for Finn to go out to the car with him. "If you can figure that question out, I think the rest of the answers will come to you."