UN(HAPPY)

by Lionsa

Elisabeth wakes up in Middle Earth. She meets elves, dwarves and much more. But is it as fun in Middle Earth as she tought while she was watching the movies, reading the books and daydreaming about the characters... - A /WARNING: SELF-HARM AND OTHER THINGS ARE BEING WRITEN ABOUT IN THIS STORY/

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Middle Earth...

Would I be happier there?

I think so.

I saw all 'The Hobbit' and 'The Lord Of The Rings' movies and I think that it would be wonderfull to live there.

Well, except for the Orcs of course.

When I was little I was so scared to turn on the lights in a dark room because of the imaginary Orcs.

What am I even thinking.

I should be happy here on Earth.

But I ain't.

Well sometimes I am.

I have a bipolar depression.

Or that's what I think, at least.

I haven't told my parents because I am afraid of their reaction.

And they'd probaly won't take it serious.

I once told them about my self-harm problems and that didn't turned out so well. They got mad at me, and my father thought that it was stupid.

But let's get down to the real story now.

Here I am crying in my room at midnight over nothing.

I also have a lot of stress and anxiety and that makes life even harder.

Sometimes I wish I would wake up in Middle Earth and be able to start a new life.

And that is exactly what happened.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I know that this is a short and maybe boring chapter but I promise the next ones will be better. After all this is just the beginning.

I also want to say that this is my first book and English isn't my native language.

- A