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Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!
trouble is a friend- lenka
"You look just like your dad." My mom said to me. He left before i was born. He ran because he didn't want to face up to his responsibility, so I never knew him.
My mom married when I was 9. They met when I was 6, so he was the only father figure I ever knew.
I'm happy that she finally found love I have watched allot of men come in and out of my life before she finally met Harrison Grey.
My last name used to be my moms maiden name, Mclaughen but I changed it to Gray when my mom married my step father.
My mom grew up in Northern Ireland but moved to America after I was born so that technically makes me Irish.
My mom never told me the real reason why she moved to coldwater main just that she needed a change of Sean.
I've been to Ireland to visit my grandmother, and I don't see why my mother moved, it was beautiful there. It's not like Main, the only thing nice about that place was the sea port that we lived near. And also, Delphic amusement park. It was old .Also some of the rides you went on you'd wonder if you'll ever come out alive. I go there allot on weekends and during the holidays. I don't know why I like it so much; it just feels like I belong there.
I was getting ready to go to Portland with my best friend Vee was 5ft 11 and curvy. She was a 36 DD she had the figure of Christina Hendricks, big boobs, small waist and a killer ass. I've always wanted that perfect hourglass figure. She also has pale blonde hair which shimmered in the light like a halo; she had pale skin and pink rosy cheeks and sea blue eyes which sparkled with a mischievous glint when she was up to something.
I was a 5 ft 7 and a half red head well it's not that red it's naturally a dark auburn and it flows in cascading waves down my back i have dark green eyes, pale white skin with freckles doted across my face and on my arms, one of the many charms of being ginger. I have small boobs well not that small, just slightly below average and i also had a small waist and a large ass, well it's not that big it's just slightly bigger than the rest of my body. I have quite long legs and small hands and feet, they don't look creepy you can't really tell their small unless your mates try and see who's hands are bigger and when everyone even the small people have bigger hands than you.
When my mom said i look more like my dad then i do her she isn't kidding.
She's small, skinny big boob's long dark hair and ice blue eyes, long dark lashes. to say my mom was beautiful was an understatement. She was perfect. every facial feature was in perfect line she has darker skin than me she looks like she is in her 20's, she had me at 16 so she isn't far off, she's only 32 but looks really, really good for her age .
I don't know what my dad looks like, but he must have red hair, green eyes pale skin and freckles.
As i child i used to want a dad above all else. I watched the children in kindergarten run to their dads at the end of the day and they used to talk about their dad's, they made dad's sound big and strong and can do anything i was jealous. I used to cry and beg to see my dad. my mom looked sad and helpless because she didn't know where he was all she told me is he was in Ireland some where and when i asked what he looked like all she said was
"you, he looked like you."
That's all i got she refused to tell me anything about him. When i was younger planned to find my dad when i was older but now i'm older i know it's not worth it he had his chance and he blew it he missed out on watching his child grow in to a health young woman.
There was a bang on the door, so i ran down the wooden stairs as fast as i could.
vee was standing there in all her beautiful angel like glory. she wearing a tight red dress to accentuate every curve of her body and heels so high she must be at least 6 ft 3 and her blonde hair was curling past her shoulders and her blue eyes were lined in black and eyelashes so big it gave her the cat eye effect, her big plump lips were lined scarlet red lipstick. "NORA ANNA GREY! You can't wear that!" she shouted at me looking me up and down like she's trying to figure out what to put me in.
She grabs my hand and drags me up stairs
"what are you doing? There's nothing wrong with what I'm wearing!"
i had on dark skinny jeans a light blue tank top with a cream cardigan over the top and on black dolly shoes my hair was in a French braid which flowed down my back i had lip Gloss on and dark Mascara i didn't need Foundation or Blush because my skin was clear and every Foundation i could find even the palest ones made me look orange ,i had a natural blush so i don't need blusher.
Vee laughed "Nora honey when are you ever going to learn! Whenever you're going out with me you can't wear jeans and a T-shirt. What you're wearing would look okay for a casual day out and today it is not a casual day. We are going out to party our arses off and i need to get you laid!."
She grabbed me and sat me down on my bed and she started to root through my closset
"Vee I'm not loosening my virginity to a random dirt bag in a Grosse public bathroom!"
Vee shouted back "it worked for me when i lost my virginity. You can't stay a virgin for the rest of your life!"
i sighed "I'm not going to stay a virgin for the rest of my life Vee i just want to wait for the right guy."
She laughed "no one ever looses their virginity the way they plan. AH found it!"
Vee stumbled out of my closet with a royal blue mini dress with a one shoulder strap what crossed the dress in a plated motion, it had silver diamonds going round the waist.
" vee where are we going?"
She held an evil smile "were going to the new night club, Silence." She said as she started to rip my clothes of my body and i stood their fully naked besides my blue lace panties
"VEE! Were too young to get in!"
she laughed "no were not, your violet more aged 21 and I'm Olivia Jackson aged 22. I'm older because i look it and your boobs are really perky."
I blushed then covered myself with my hands, Vee laughed and moved my hands and shoved the dress over my head then she grabbed my silver stiletto heels
"get them on." she said.
After i put my heels on she sat me on my bed and undid my French braid which left my hair very wavy Vee smiled in approval then she did my makeup she did the same thing to my eyes as she did to hers. she left my make up simple and feminine.
Vee smiled proudly " Daymn bitch your hot!" i blushed.
Come on lets go she dragged me out to her cherry red Ferrari to say Vee was rich was an understatement.
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The music was booming and the crowd was screaming and i was on my fourth vodka and coke and 7th shot of tequila and i was pretty drunk.
Vee was over flirting with a tall boy with blonde hair he had a big muscular build he had on baggy pants that were halfway down his ass and a fitted white tee and sunglasses on he came over and intradoses himself as Scott Parnell Vee left to go dance with him so now I'm left all alone.
I really needed to pee but on my way up i stumbled in to a brick wall.i had drinks all over me but as i looked up it wasn't a brick wall it was a man the black eyes were the first thing i saw and arrogant amused grin
" what are you smiling at ASSHOLE!" i shouted which made him laugh
"well you ran in to me which made me spill my drinks all over you, i was going to introduce myself but it looks like you all ready did that for me and also you're not wearing a bra."
He grins i look down and as clear as day, you could see my nipples through my now see through dress , i cover myself up fast, the man laughs and pulls off his black T-shirt and hands it to me i look up at him but i could only get as far as the abs, they were calved like stone in his skin
"see something you like?" he asks in a cocky tone as i blush.
"i could say the same think to you as you were the one perving on my tits!" i said back
"Well i can't deny you have a nice rack." He Says, i laugh
"oh god you're an ass you know that."
He chuckles "well i have been told once or twice. I can still see your nipples so you gonna put my shirt on or what?"
i put the shirt on as fast as i can.
"thank you." i say
"well it's the least i could do since is silled my drink all over you, so what's your name nips?"
i blush again if it was even possible to blush do much.
"violet and don't call me nips! And you?."
He gives me a cunning smile.
"patch. So you wana get out of here angel?" he says in a low hushed velvety tone.
all the drinks i had clouded my judgement so i said "okay."
He pulls me out in to the dark night.
"where are we going?"
He stops and looks smiles at me
"were going to my jeep." And i follow him.
He could have been a murderer for all i knew but at this moment i didn't care.
We were alone in the parking lot and as i looked right in front of me i saw the jeep patch pulls me to him and pushes his mouth on to mine, our mouths were locked together moving in sync with each other, I felt his tongue brush my lower lip and i allowed entrance. he pushed me in to the side of his jeep he opened the back door and threw me in and before i knew it he was on top of me grinding between my legs i felt the wetness in-between my legs grow my whole body tingled.
He pulled away and looked me in the eye as they darkened his face moved closer to mine he stopped half way to see if that is what I wanted so I pulled him closer and placed my lips on his, fierce, desperate , need , desire , lust .
He pulled over so I was straddling him he pulled my dress over my head and he started to kiss down my jaw to my neck all the way down to the middle of my breasts I monad and my panties became very wet. As he looked up in to my eyes, I got self conches and covered my boobs with my hands and looked down and blushed he brought his hand under my chin and pulled my face up to look him in the eyes
" don't cover yourself your beautiful angel your perfect."
He moved my hands that were covering my breasts and he smiled
"see perfect."
He brought his mouth to my nipple and began sucking and nipping it. I monad at his touch. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head I ran my hands up his perfectly sculpted abs he wrapped my leg around his waist and he soon made sure I was back on the bottom again. I felt his erection through his jeans pressing on my thigh I moaned at every touch I rolled back on top of him and straddled him I slowly knelt up and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off him he sat up grabbed me by the waste and pulled me to him I was straddling him he slowly led back on the on the car seat and I was on top of him he rolled me over and he knelt over me.
he grabbed the sides of my panties and pulled them down my legs I sat up and grabbed the side of his boxers and rolled them down till they fell to the car floor I looked to the size of his penis I gasped and looked up he had a cocky grin on his face. He rolled on top of me i gasped and i felt kind of embarrassed he just chuckled and kissed my shoulder.
He pulled my legs around his waist he was right at my entrance he looked me in the eye as he slowly pushed in to me he stopped when he was it my barrier he still looked in to my eyes I gave a slight nod he pushed himself forward hard and fast he stopped there as a cried out in pain a tear slipped down my cheek ha leaned his head flowed and kissed the tear away.
"I'm sorry angel." He said softly.
the pain dulled slightly it hadn't completely gone but enough for him to carry on so I pushed my hips forward slightly his eyes connected to mine once again he pulled out then pulled back in very slowly when the pain started to ease more he moved faster it still hurt but I didn't care he started to kiss down my neck all the way down to my breasts licking at my nipple I moaned louder than I did before, his touch did something to me
" ahh patch.
"I wisped in his ear he moaned louder than I did, he looked up in to my eye and increased his speed inside me
"mmmm patch faster!"
he looked at me and smiled.
"your wish is my command angel"he said in a gravely breathless voice.
His speed increased it still burned a bit but some thing started to happen to my body my vaginal walls started to tighten my breathing became more heavy and erratic his speed increased
"come with me angel!."
And with those words I come undone I shouted his name the same time I shouted his
"patch!"
"violet!"
I felt something warm spill inside me he was looking at me, both of us out of breath.
Oh shit what have I done I just lost my virginity to a total random guy in the back of a jeep I reached for my dress and put it on as fast as I could.
"I've got to go." I said climbing out of the jeep grabbing my shoes
"wait!" He said but I didn't listen I ran as fast as I could with tears falling down my face how could I let this happen?
I ran back inside and grabbed Vee
"we have to go please I really want to go home." She was still with that Scott guy
"why babe? the parties just started" she laughed
"please Vee?"
She handed me the keys to her car "I won't need this tonight I'm going home with Scott."
I ran outside past the jeep that I would remember for the rest of my life.
he was their sat in the driver's side I looked him, he started to get out so I ran as fast as i could to the Ferrari
"violet!"
he shouted but I didn't acknowledge it I got in to the car and drove off I saw him through the mirror he was just stood there in the middle of the parking lot.
I drove as fast as I could I was pushing 120 mph.
Cars, trees and lamp posts blur past me.
A tall, thin man with blue, black hair and pale skin and bright Green eyes stood in the middle of the road I swerve to dodge him but I spin out of control I felt the car flip and turn I herd the screech of mettle then it stopped and everything went black.
:O ohh cliff hanger what will happen to nora? who was the guy who made her crashh?
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