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Emily :
Oh. My. God. I can't help but smile inside… I'm kind of in shock, let down a tear or two but who cares, I'm alone. I've heard my mom's voice for the first time in years… I might actually get a chance at this, finding her…after thinking she was dead for so many years. I mean, who would have thought I would hear her voice thanks to white haired man who tried to kill me more than once? Obviously not me. Of all things I can plan, this wasn't one. If he weren't dead, I'd thank him Well not directly of course, it'd be too friendly… But I do owe him, although it doesn't change the fact that he did kill my father… I guess we're even.
Anyways… Hearing my mom's voice is nothing at all actually. I have to continue seeking this complete revenge I've been planning for years, for him. So that people might, one day, when I'm done, realize that David Clarke wasn't the bad guy; they were…
But… What if Nolan was right? I could try living this happy life many people talk about. A normal life, normal family, real friends… Of course, family wouldn't be normal considering the situation, but I could still try… Maybe mom isn't in such bad shape, we could talk things through. But she did abandon me, she knew I was alive…
Anyways, I've got to talk to Nolan about this, it's huge news! Or maybe not, he is going to tell me to finally live my life and move on but I can't, I just can't. I hope. I have to keep being strong, like they taught me : no feelings, no problems.
Amanda :
That hurt. Jack telling me he couldn't commit to me anymore. It was just the anger talking… He couldn't really mean it. And I get why he's mad, hell even I'm mad! Why did Emily have to get me to do this. She's so manipulative… I have to get him to forgive me somehow…
But I still can't believe it! How is it possible… Being pregnant with a guy I only slept once, a one night stand. I didn't think Emily would actually have to false the results on this one (she's nice once and again). She's done it thousands of other times for ID and stuff, but for my own child, who I thought came from the man I love… I feel sick at the simple thought of lying to him again, and lying to this child later on, knowing that he'll never know his real father. It's awful, I don't even know the father's name! And what if Jack figures it out, I mean it'll show in a few years that they don't look alike… I can't do this to him, definitely not. But I can't lose him. He asked the paternity test, is it because he's staying with me only because of this child? Especially afetr what he said just a few minutes ago… If so, he won't ever be happy with me, just staying because he has to. And if I tolf him this baby wasn't his, maybe he would actually stay with me… We do love eachother right?
Nolan :
Gosh I can't take this anymore! I hate when I come so close to death I can feel it coming to get me. It's awful, it's not the kind of adrenaline that keeps you're heart beating in a fun way, it's really, really bad. First the white haired guy, now this ally guy… If it weren't for Emily, her little friend there would've killed me!
Why doesn't she stop this little game of hers… This is so not what David wanted for her. He just wanted her to keep being that kind little happy girl she was. If she can't realize that, maybe I should make her realize the hard way. I know I promised David Clarke to help her whatever her choices were, but her choices are just so awful… It's almost inhuman…
Nolan:
Okay… I've slept on it, and I can't teach her the hard way… she'd definitely find a way to kill me in my sleep. I am going to talk to her though, she won't get out of this. Or maybe I…
''Hello?'' I answered the phone.
''Hey! I need you to do me a favor.'' Ems asked in a hurried voice. She sounded quite stressed out…
''Ugghh…Can we talk?''
''Come on I don't have time for this, it's kind of striking …''
''Go on…'' I was intrigued. Something striking for Emily?! That's got to be huge. For all I know being held captive wasn't striking for her.
''My mom'' said Emily in a shaking voice, ''I heard her.''
''What you're psych now? Wow… I guess this story really does make you a new person!'' I didn't actually believe this, it's impossible. Her mom. We found her medication, well we think, on the white haired man, but it's impossible he would of kept her this close to Emily, it would be to easy to reach her.
'' You think I'm crazy now? I HEARD her Nolan! I listened to her voice on the white haired man's voicemail, I was right, they really knew eachother… I need you to find out where she called from.'' Ems was really excited. Happy excited. That was a first.
''Crazy… Always thought you were and you just keep on getting worst! You know, who can actually have no feelings for anyone? Anywho… for the phone, come by my place I'll try working on it. It's for a good cause for once…is it?''
''Yes Nolan, and it has always been for good reasons and you know it better than anyone!'' She said it as if she really believed it. How could she? What she did was not seeking justice, she was completely destroying people. Revenge…
''Yeah, yeah. And you know what I think about those reasons. Stupid'' I whispered.
''Bye Nolan.'' She hung up. I think she heard my whisper. In my defense, her revenge is stupid.
And maybe she will get away with it… Again.
Emily :
Ouff! So close to getting that long monologue about how bad revenge is… Maybe I actually wanted to hear it, cause I feel kind of weird now. I feel like even Nolan is starting to go along with me, it doesn't feel right. I still need that one sain person around me to tell me what's right and what's not, even if I don't do what he says…
Ok. So now the phone thing is set. Victoria thinks I'm on her side, I will keep her little secret. Thing is, it's only to maybe use it against her sometime if she gets in my way. You know. Anonymous letters can be very effective when Victoria has got so many other people that could want to harm her. She wouldn't even think that my poor self would send her a letter like that. She just hates me because she tought I wanted her family's money. Turns out it's not quite what I want. I want much more, she'll dream I only wished for the money one day…
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