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-Eternal Existence

"Finn took me to dinner at Breadstix last night, it was so wonderful, afterwards we went for a walk in the park, it was absolutely wonderful." Rachel was rambling on about her date with Finn the previous night. Continuing, Rachel said "When we got to my door he kissed me, it was simply...I don't know how to describe it."

'Sickening? Horrible? Nauseating?' Quinn wanted to scream any of the previous adjectives to finish Rachel's sentence. Instead she prompted in a sickeningly sweet tone "Wonderful?" Aware that Rachel couldn't see her hands clench against her bed sheets, her knuckles turning white since they were on the phone.

Quinn couldn't take another second of listening to Rachel's feelings for Finn, today was the third time this week. After all, she always heard the same thing, after every single date.

"You read my mind."

In that moment she wanted to scream! Why couldn't Rachel see her? She practically wore her heart on her sleeve, so why, why couldn't Rachel see that she was in love with her?

She didn't scream.

Letting out a sigh, Quinn just pulled her sheets higher, and curled up into a ball, maybe it would help ease the burning pain in her chest. Quinn tuned Rachel out as she continued rambling on about her 'wonderful' boyfriend. When Rachel was finished her recount of all of Finn's redeeming qualities, Quinn spoke.

"Why are you with him anyway? You could do so much better than him, you're going to be a star someday Rachel, he's just a Lima loser. You need someone who can keep up with you, someone who'll support you, and push you to be better. Finn is like a black hole, he won't be enough for you, in the end he won't be enough, he never was in the first place." Quinn paused to take a breath, Rachel was silent on the other end of the line.

"Stars will always outshine black holes, for black holes are without light. That's why you need a moon Rachel. Finn won't live in your shadow, he'll take the light in your eyes, then what'll you be left with? You need a moon becaues you need someone who'll reflect the light back to you, someone who'll put you first, and someone who's willing push you into the spotlight." 'Someone like me'

"That's not true." Rachel protested weakly.

Quinn let out a sigh.

"It is."

After that, they fell silent for what felt like forever, even though in reality it was mere moments.

"I think that I may love him." Rachel spoke suddenly in a small voice.

'Wonderful'

Quinn's heart plummeted to somewhere near the center of the earth, only after it was violently ripped out of her chest, stomped on, stabbed repeatedly, and ripped into insignificant, microscopic bits. For the first time since she was six years old and she had broken her arm by falling out of a tree, Quinn Fabray wanted to cry.

"He's asked me to marry him, and I said yes." Rachel's voice was even smaller now. Quinn pressed the end button on her phone and threw it at the wall with all her strength, uncaring towards it's well being. The girl of her dreams was engaged to be married.

'Things were absolutely wonderful.'

Scratch wanting to cry. For the first time ever Quinn Fabray wanted to die.

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