Disclaimer: I do not own anything in here that you recognize as belonging to Mercedes Lackey.

For Vanyel and Tylendel

Golden curly hair as bright as the sun

Eyes that are always twinkling with fun

A smile that no one could ever mistake

It is you who I think of when I wake

It is you who I think of as I sit in class

You who I think of as the minutes pass

In History lesson, all I can do

Is to stare at the board and think of you

I try to ignore you, the special mage in training

To be with you I'd disobey my father's ordaining

I dream about you so much at night

When I don't see you I pray that I might

There are times when I think that I can't stand

It is then that you step in to lend me a hand

In little ways, a gentle smile

I pretend I'm unaffected but my heart leaps in denial

You wake me up one night, a nightmare you say

You try to help but at first I push you away

"What do you want?" I ask, but inside I'm shaking

"To help you." And the barriers built by my arrogance are breaking.