Half a Heart for Loving You

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Ok, so this is my second attempt at an AkuRoku, I'll try to fix the other one as best I can, but not right now. Right now I want to start anew! I'm not sure if I'm going to make this a shounen-ai or a yaoi yet. And incase some of you can't tell the difference: shounen-ai is pretty much like a teaser where it stops at like a kiss, and they don't really DO anything. Where as a full on yaoi is where things get intimate very, very intimate, in some cases. Ok, so enough of this jargon, on to the story!

-P.S.

I don't know if this will be a one or two shot, or even a series, we'll have to see where this leads us.

Disclaimer: I do NOT own these characters (although sometimes I wish I did, especially Axel, um…anyway…) or any part of the Kingdom Hearts/Final Fantasy/ Square Soft series, and I here by swear that I will not claim them as my own. (sounds like I'm in court haha)

Viewer note PLEASE read: You don't have to review but if you do, please don't flame me, I really don't want to have to report you.

Preface:

I'm so confused, what did you do to me? I was so sure of myself and my aspirations and then you came along and spun my world round n' round in the opposite direction…I can't believe I'm admitting this to myself but…I think I love you, with all my heart.

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Chapter I: The Kiss

Roxas, wasn't like other people, sure he LOOKED like other people, but he was not a normal everyday guy. He acted like he was but he truly wasn't. For not being like NORMAL people he was admitted to a special academy for 'special' people. People like him. The incomplete persons. It looked like a very expensive private school, and it was, considering that there were only a select few that were in there. In the building they all wore cliché school uniforms but if they were on an assignment they wore stylish black vinyl hooded trench coats, and matching gloves and boots. For the school uniforms: guys in a white short sleeved dress shirt, with a tacky plaid tie and black pants. Girls or 'girl' in the same attire except with a plaid skirt, and black stockings. There was one other girl, the director's daughter, but she didn't take classes with them. She didn't even live in the dorms, that were provided and mandatory to live in. They were not allowed out into the world unless they were on an assignment or if they were on holiday. So here he was, in front of a very tall castle-like building in down town Twilight. He had just bought his books, which were basically on anatomy, and the reports of the famous Ansem the Wise, along with a world history book, and a few 70 cent note books, and a $700 note book (laptop) all neatly placed in his black messenger bag. He would miss being with his twin brother Sora, and his mother, their friends, and laid back tropical island home.

But he was also kind of excited, he was being admitted into an academy that seemed more like a college with it's requirements, and schedule set up. Besides, it was like what that letter in the mail said:

"Dear Sir/Madame:

We have discovered that your son/daughter, has special abilities that are unlike the rest of the human population. We cordially invite your child to come and stay in our academy to enhance their 'special skills' and teach them to use them properly. We realize that admission isn't cheap but we are willing to set up a payment plan for your child….If you would like to know more come to our open house meeting… We assure you that this is the very best for your son/daughter.

Sincerely,

Xehanort Ansem"

So here he was walking up the sidewalk away from his cab that was slowly rumbling away turning the corner and was out of sight. Roxas ambled up to the double doors and pushed one open, it was heavy but it wasn't unmanageable. When he walked in it clicked shut behind him, and in front of him was another pair of double doors. He pushed this one open too, the bar clicking under his sweaty palm. Roxas was very nervous and it didn't help that it was very hot outside. As he pressed his palm into the bar he lost his grip and fell with an abrupt yelp to the floor his stuff falling out of his messenger bag. Admission papers and permission forms scattered here and there, among text books and notebooks.

"Oh, just my luck." He said sighing to himself as he sat up rubbing the spot where he fell. He began to pick up the papers, and when he had finished that turned around to pick up the text books, only to find that they had been neatly stacked behind him, but someone had propped their foot on them, he looked up to find a very slender, red head leaning up against the door, flipping through his anatomy book. His acid green eyes penetrating the book's surface.

"I never could get into this book, it's so dull, but I do like to look at the pictures." He said closing it between his hands as he grinned devilishly at Roxas.

"I've never read it, thanks for picking my books up for me." Roxas replied as he put them back in his bag.

"Don't mention it." He said handing him back the anatomy book. " Just be prepared to pay me back later, new guy."

"Oh, sure hold on." Roxas said reaching into his back pocket.

"No, I don't need Munny. Keep it." He said extending his hand to help Roxas up off the floor.

Roxas put his hand in Axel's and was jerked up abruptly and pinned to the wall. Then suddenly his and Axel's lips met, his tongue forcing it's way into Roxas' mouth, his hand sliding into Roxas' deep baggy back pocket groping his ass. He was in shock he couldn't move, blink, or breathe until it was all over.

"What the hell was that for?" He asked raising his voice as he rubbed the saliva off his mouth with the back of his hand.

Axel wasn't paying attention he was looking over the schedule he had swiped from Roxas' back pocket. "Oh what a coincidence, see you in Anatomy."

"What? Who the hell do you think you are?"

"I'm Axel." He said with another devilish grin. Then he tossed the schedule over his shoulder and walked out the door and was gone.

What was that all about? What just happened? Why didn't I pull away?

"I don't know but I have to stay away from that guy." Roxas thought aloud.

He felt exhausted now, he rested his head on the wall and sank to the floor letting his head sink into his chest and his hands on his neck. After about five minutes of jagged sighing he got up again, picked up his schedule, folded it up, and placed it back in his back pocket. Luckily he remembered how to get to the front desk, from when his mother had taken him with her to the open house meeting. A very feminine man, whom introduced himself to them as Vexen gave them a tour of the building, and said that he was one of the teachers in this academy.

Roxas hesitantly opened the door, peeked around outside of it, and saw that the halls were empty. So he walked out looking down side halls as he went by them. Then turned left and found a glass enclosed room that had the words "Front Desk" printed above the glass door. He walked in and found that there was no one at the desk at the moment so he looked around at all the things inside. There were potted plants, in and out boxes, a pamphlet stand, magazine rack, a white couch, and two comfy black chairs. He propped his arm on the desk and leaned against it holding his head up with his hand. He sighed to himself.

"What was with that guy?" He thought aloud again.

"Can I help you?" a young feminine voice asked from across the desk.

Roxas jumped a little. "Oh, yeah, sorry I didn't hear you coming," he said laughing sheepishly to himself. "Um…here are my papers."

He dug them out of his bag and handed them to her. He had to admit she was very beautiful, and frail. She had beautiful bright blue eyes, and long blond hair, her skin was pale and her hands looked so soft and gentle but her wrists looked very delicate like if you shook her hand too hard it would break them.

"Oh, you must be Roxas," she said with a grin. "I'm Naminé, the director's daughter."

"Oh, um…h-hi." He said shaking her hand, as gently as he could.

"You're belongings will be arriving shortly, here's the key to your dorm. The dorms are building F, and you're on level 3, room 8." she said as she wrote it down and handed it to him.

"Do I get my own room?"

"No, you have a roommate, the only one that has their own room is Larxene and that's because she's the only girl student."

"Then who's my roommate?"

"You're roommate is Axel."

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And that's where I'm stopping, I have the story all mapped out in my head. I hope you enjoyed this, and this will defiantly be a series! If I remember to update. REMEMBER: You don't have to review but if you do, please don't flame me, I really don't want to have to report you.