Finally falling in Love Again

Out of clutter find simplicity

From discord find harmony

In the middle of difficult times lies opportunity

I want a life full of adventure not love. I want to leave this court to seek adventure, challenge and explore, not to be trapped in thy confines of love. I wish to be free of this life free of elegancy and free of thy role: thy lady in waiting for thy Princess of France. Princess Tanya. My name thy Lady in Waiting Isabella but call me Bella.

I hadn't always felt this way I still recall the day my heart was broken never to be mended

"Please Jacob don't leave me I want to spend thee life with thee please don't marry her" I begged

"But Bella I don't love thee anymore" he told me angrily

"But I love thee, is my love not enough?"

"I found a new love so please Bella leave me be and don't try to find me"

"I loved you with all my might and it is my love that will set the free of me"

"Thank you now be gone off my property" that were his last words.

That night I swore I'd never love again, to never trust again. To be strong and get on with life.