Anguish
By: RosaleLillianHale
Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight. Plain and simple.
Summary:New Moon spoilers Thoughts that ran through Bella's head when Edward left her.
A/N: I wrote this during class and it was interesting being in depressed Bella's head. Thank you to goldnote for betaing this story for me.Also, Thank you to AulphobicClarinetist for trying to beta this but fanfic and her email are down. Please READ and REVIEW, it would make me very happy. Plus this is short so you it want take you long. Anyway on with the show.
I was sitting on my bed in my room. The lights were off because I couldn't stand the light right now. It was too bright and cheerful. It felt fake and too unnatural for reality. I pulled my quilt over my head to make it even darker. Charlie had tried to get me up and make me go to school. I refused and he gave up, leaving my room defeated. I knew he wanted me to go to school, but I couldn't. I just couldn't do that right now. Not without him. I shuddered as my mind tried to drag something to the surface. I couldn't let it drag me down because I had to get better for Charlie. I had to move on from not feeling anything. I pulled my head out from under the quilt and looked outside. The sun was shining, one of those rare days. Under normal circumstances I might have welcomed the change in weather but not now. It seemed to be mocking my mood. I pulled the quilt back over my head and stared into the blackness. I wished so much that it would consume me.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed that, my friends said that it was dark.I am not that depressed. Thank you for reading and go read AulphobicClarinetist oneshot that is like this only in her words.