My sorrowful tears
Summary: Betrayed by her friends, Mikan left the academy. She left for Alice academy America, her heart filled with sorrow and hurt. Betrayed by the friends she thought she could trust, the friends she spent time with, the friends she had memories with. She was utterly dismayed. She couldn't believe how they had lied to her. How they trampled on her like she was dirt. How they acted like they actually cared. 'I'll come back to find you ji-san. I will…'
Hey readers! I don't own anything and please tell me how I did for this story. I got inspired when I heard a sad song. Thanks!
Chapter 1: Betrayed and utterly hurt (All Mikan's POV)
I don't believe all of this crap. It's just a dream… I'm still asleep… It's all a lie! I silenced my thoughts as my tear-stained face got redder and sadness filled my heart. I have been crying in my room for 3 hours already. No progress. Even though they treated me like hell, dirt, I still believed in them. I thought they were my true friends. I knew it. You can never have true friends in life…
Flashback
"Ohayo Minna-san!" I said to the class as I entered the room.
*whispers* *scoff*
It's her!
Look, she still has the face to come to class!
How thick skinned!
She's an embarrassment to our academy here!
"Eh? What's wrong?" I asked, shocked from what they were saying.
"What's wrong? You're the wrong thing! You don't belong here! Get the fucking hell lost!" Sumire shouted at me furiously.
"What? Why? I didn't do anything wrong!" I begged sadly. I knew I didn't do anything wrong.
"You whore! You cheated Natsume-sama and made him be your boyfriend! Now you're with Ruka-sama! You're betraying your own best friend!" Wakako said unhappily, as if she didn't want to. But I didn't care. I didn't give a damn. Cause I never did that and never will! Why would I cheat on Natsume? And Ruka? I never dated him! What are they talking about?
"What are we talking about? We're talking about you cheating on us and telling our secrets that we entrusted to you to others!" Koko said, surprisingly as he never showed anger as an emotion.
"Yeah, Baka, get lost. We never were friends. I hate you, Bitch." Hotaru said coldly.
"W-wha-what? H-Hotaru? Why?" I said as tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't wait for them to answer me. I ran out of the classroom right after I said that sentence.
Why? Doushite? Kami-sama, DOUSHITE?
Why did this have to happen to me? I never knew this would happen. I never thought that my friends would betray me. I ran straight to my room, running past Misaki-senpai, Tsubasa-senpai and Narumi-tou-san. I didn't notice their hatred filled eyes as I ran past them. All but Narumi-tou-san. He looked at me worriedly and even tried to chase after me. Knowing his stamina, he would never catch up to me.
*ring ring*
My phone started to ring.
"Moshi moshi? Hai. Wakata. Arigato uncle Kazu." I said into the phone. I made my way to the principal's office as soon as I took the phone call. *knock knock*
"come in." the muffled voice from the other side of the door reached my ear. I did as told and opened the door.
"Mikan, You have been invited to Alice academy America to train your alices. You don't have to answer me now; you can answer anytime before next week." Uncle Kazu said. I gave him a weak smile and replied in a sad tone.
"I don't need to consider, I will go now. When am I leaving for Alice Academy America?"
"You may leave 2 days from now. Please go and pack by tomorrow." Uncle Kazu said.
I didn't bother to say bye and left the room. I packed my stuff except for the things I needed for the day left here.
The next day
I sat at my seat, secluded from the others. (Partially because of Mikan requesting)
My 'friends' stared at me blankly. They looked chocked. Were they shocked? I don't think they are. After what they did. It's never going to change the fact that they betrayed the old me. Them being shocked, happy, excited, afraid or even trying to talk me. I was listening to my I-pod. It played a song that somehow was close to my situation.
Lies
Night is whole and high unheard, Out of mind and out of words
lost for love and lost for air, Lost for love and lost forever
that is how you leave me here
But no no longer, No no longer
I am getting stronger, Getting stronger
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
No more listening to no more words
No more sitting and trying
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
I would give the sun for you, Everything I had belonged to you
All my tears and all my joy, That's how much I have
Loved you boy
But no no longer, No no longer
I am getting stronger, Getting stronger
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
No more listening to no more words
No more listening to no more words
No more sitting and trying, Trying
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
So now forget about
All I ever promised you
I am getting out
When you're lying, Bear alone
Spin the wheel, And find someone new
Someone new
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
Lies
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
No more listening to no more words
No more listening to no more words
No more sitting and trying
Trying
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
No more listening to no more words
No more listening to no more words
No more sitting and trying
Trying
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
All you ever told me
Lies
They all lied to me. They never told the truth. They are a whole pack of liars! Those few sentences echoed in my head for the rest of the day.
Silence…
I took out my earphones and left the classroom as soon as class ended. Somehow I felt uncomfortable stares at my back. Must be those bitches and bastards cursing me again.
A new school, a new life, new friends?
I still don't believe it yet.
Friends? NEVER.
Thx for reading! Sorry for the long lyrics. I was lazy to make it shorter there. Please read and review!
Chennah~
