Weird, about two weeks ago when eclare got back together, I was determined that my first degrassi fic would be about them, but of course I changed my mind.

Anyways, I have a new obssession. I'm not sure what to call them though, because some people call them Caya, or Maybell, and honestly I like both of those ship names, so IDK.

I really like their relationship, it fasinates me, and when something fasicinates me, I write about it, except with my own twists and turns added to the mix.

Anyways, so yeah, this is just a little short drabble in Campbells POV, and it's my first degrassi fic, and Caya or Maybell fic, so if It's bad, bear with me, I'm only a teenager with a dream.

Enjoy.

Disclaimer- Why would you think I owned Degrassi? Do I look like Linda Schuyler or Kit Hood? But how would you know that? o_O

It wasn't like he didn't like her.

He did, alot, and that was the problem. Since the day Campbell first saw Maya he was hooked. It was the real deal, and he wasn't familar with the feeling. And no matter how much he tried to ignore it, something about her just pulled him in deeper.

She became all he though about, and as enjoyable as it was, he needed it to stop. He needed to focus on what's important, like hockey, and school.

But she became the most important thing to him.

But something about her pulled him in even deeper.

He began to watch her, not in the creepy stalker way, God no, it was more like an unintentional gaze whenever she walked by. And even when she was long gone, he could still see her, smell her, feel her near him. He began to notice the way her glasses leaned to one side whenever she was still, and how she smirked whenever she was proven right about something, or just how she brightened up whenever she laughed.

She was just so beautiful to him, and it made his heart swell.

But it felt so weird to him.

This alien feeling that Campbell was now consumed in wasn't going away on it's own, so he tried to push her away.

A few hurtful remarks here and there, and she would leave with the most agonizing facial expressions. It wasn't helping him, instead it was hurting her, and hurting him to see her so.. broken.

It got to the point where she wouldn't talk to him for weeks, and that hook she had in his heart begain to move and stab him till it bled.

And it pulled him in even more deeper.

This feeling was worse than the feeling he had before. The difference was that this one hurt.

Whenever they saw each now it was a quick glance, and then it was over.

But in those three, maybe four seconds, Campbell realized what the feeling was that he was trying so hard to get rid of, and he was dumfounded for not realizng sooner.

He was in love with her.

But those words felt so weird to say.

He just wasn't ready for it, not yet,so he pushed her away just all the others.

He wanted to focus on more important things, like hockey, and school.

But she was just so much more important to him now.

And he knew that.

I don't know what this is.

Usually after I write a drabble, I wait a while, and then expand it and make it better.

So I probably will do that to this, but it'll become a chaptered story.

Anyways, I'm not too content with this, but it's just a drabble, so I can care less.

Tell me what you think!

P.S- Since yesterday was my birthday, I didn't get home till 10:26 on the dot. Thank God, they give the new Degrassi episode twice, I would've filpped if I missed it, even though the episode is on the website. I prefer to watch things on the flat screen in my living room.

I want some Caya/ Maybell action on my screen!

Alright, im rambling now, i'll let you leave.

Buh Bie.

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