Please Help Me, I'm Drowning

by christalfire

This is a poem about how Joey is abused by his father physicaly and by other verbaly, driving his emotions over the edge. I would really appriciate it if you took the time to read this, there are no promises but it might actualy be good.

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I've never given up on this world of mine

Never forgotten how to dream

And now as borrowed time ticks to an end

I'm setting out to find the real me

~Please help me I'm drowning~

Why has it all been taken away

The happiness I thought I once new

Why is the pain so great

When did you lose sight of you

~In our world of lonely despair~

Day after pain filled day

Your actions all the same

Biting words and hurtful actions

No use trying to get away

~A fragile soul so mistreated~

I've tried to tell of what I feel

But it seems there's no one there

Hiding emotions hoping for relief

But still you never care

~In a life with nothing there~

I've tried to be good

Doing as you say

But really its no use

You're going to end it soon

One day

~Please help me I'm drowning~

I've given you a second chance

I've even given you what you haven't earned

But its like some wild exotic dance

One I have never learned

~In pain caused by you~

Some day soon you'll truly end it

Push me from this ledge

You've already done so much for yourself

Now end it with your blade of double edge

~Bruises and cuts don't mound to much~

Soon it shall all be over

I'll be leaving this world behind

So goodbye to the world

And those who see

Please don't forget to try

~When inside you're turning blue~

Please help me I'm drowning

In our world of lonely despair

A fragile soul so mistreated

In a life with nothing there

Please help me I'm drowning

In pain caused by you

Bruises and cuts don't mound to much

When inside your turning blue

I wrote this with thoughts of a Yugioh fanfic i had read about joey being abused by his father. I know its been a looong time sence i have last updated "darkness around you" and i am sorry for that my computer time is limmeted and as part of this peom reflects my life now writing hasnt been on the for front of my mind. If this isnt as popular as fanfics i will most likley not keep writing them but let me know what you think? Some of you with deviantart accounts i also have this posted on there under my same name.

Thank you for taking the time to read this,

Christalfire