This is another new fic this time a Itasasu one but be warned there will be abuse and sexual themes in it so be warned.

I hope you enjoy the story.

Sasuke sighed as he looked up at the clock that ticked so slowly through-out the silent classroom, whispers and laughter could be heard as his classmates chattered about unimportant things around him.

In the corner of his eye he could make out a blonde haired male laughing with a pink haired beauty, the two would glance at him now and again before going back to their previous activities.

Sasuke sighed again as he continued to write down the problems on the board, trying to ignore the constant glares of his classmates and the glances of his two ex-best friends.

Naruto Uzumaki and Sakura Haruno were their names. The three of them used to be so close, best friends but that all changed when Sasuke's parents were murdered…by…him.

The Uchiha shuddered slightly as the image of his parents, lying dead at the monster's feet came to mind. Blood, his mother's screams, his father's pleads as they were slaughtered brutally by the one that they loved the most…that he loved the most.

After that his life began to spiral downwards…no he had no life, for it was controlled. The day Naruto and Sakura turned their backs on him was the day he knew that he was truly unloved and alone…no that wasn't completely true he had him, but the pain and lack of life was starting to play deeply on his already fragile mind.

Sighing, Sasuke turned his attention to his work, the sheet almost full, meaning he had nearly finished. Tapping his pen on the table slightly he turned to stare out of the window, watching the trees sway in the breeze and the grass ripple as the wind flew past.

It was a nice spring day, the sky blue and the sun was shining with just enough wind to make it comfortable. But to Sasuke this was just the weather, there was nothing good or beautiful about it, because each day was torture and no one not even the bright weather could tell him any different.

Laughter once again floated to his eardrums but this time he didn't turn around because he knew the source and so desperately wanted to join in, just like how they use to, but he was abandoned, left to the wolves and the most painful thing was they never looked back.

Sasuke often wondered why his two best friends would leave him, alone and cold in the darkness of his mind, because that was the only thing he had left that was his own…his mind but that unfortunately was starting to break to…thanks to a certain somebody that will come into the picture in a little while.

But the three of them had been so happy, so content with each other, so what changed? What changed between the three of them that would leave him to defend for himself in such a cruel world? Sasuke had no idea but he did know that he wanted to go back to those times when he had a family to come home to, when he had friends to greet him day in day out, because now he was alone…with no one there to comfort him or wipe his tears when he was scared.

But why did it happen? Why did bad things always happen to him? Sasuke thought to himself bitterly as a flashback played rigorously through his mind.

Flashback

Naruto had a great big grin on his face after pulling the ultimate prank on one of their teachers…Kakashi Hatake.

To Sasuke the prank was silly and childish, putting an eraser above the door, so when it opens the person would be covered in old pieces of chalk dust. But it was so typical of the blonde to think of something as simple as that.

"Did you see his face?" Naruto exclaimed pumping his fist into the air, the look of glee evident on his tanned face. "I totally got him!"

Sasuke sighed and shook his head, a small smile gracing his lips as he closed his eyes and leaned against the wall causally, arms folded.

Sakura on the other hand glared at the blonde before exploding into a full on rage. "YOU IDIOIT!" She screeched at the top of her lungs, making Sasuke cringed slightly in discomfort and Naruto stepped back, a terrified look replacing the one joyous expression.

"W-what S-Sakura?" He stuttered stepping back a few paces more as the pink haired girl advanced on him, fist raised, ready to attack.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE? WE COULD GET EXPELLED OVER THIS! I COULD END UP ON THE STREETS…DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE YOU GOT US KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL…ON OUR FIRST DAY NO LESS!" Sakura shouted she had finally backed Naruto against the wall, making his blue eyes go wide with fear, as he brought his arms up to shield his face, knowing of the girl's strength.

"It was only a bit of a laugh Sakura. Man you need to lighten up a bit more." The blonde mumbled the last part under his breath but unfortunately for him the pink haired girl heard.

The next thing you heard was a loud crash, Naruto crying out and Sakura standing there, a huge grin on her face.

Sasuke just stood to the side and watched the two in slight amusement while shaking his head at their erect behaviour. It was basically the same every day with the two of them. Naruto would do something stupid; Sakura would scold him for it and Sasuke well he would just stand back and watch the whole display in utter amusement.

It was the way things were between the three of them but somehow it worked, they all just clicked even if their personality were totally different from each other.

End flashback

Sasuke smiled faintly at the memory but it soon turned into a frown as he remembered that those days were long gone. Naruto and Sakura didn't want anything to do with him and he had no idea why. All he really knew was that after his parents deaths, two weeks exact, both of them had come up to him and just told him they didn't want to be his friends anymore.

Sasuke had always since that day searched his mind for reasons why they would just up and leave him at such a dreadful time in his life.

Was it because he wasn't fun to be around anymore? Sasuke gritted his teeth and threw his pen down in anger, glaring intensely out of the window as bubbling rage swelled up inside of him.

If that was the case then both Naruto and Sakura could go fuck themselves. Friends are supposed to be there for you no matter how down and depressed you've become, they should have been more understanding to his feeling.

Maybe it wasn't even that, maybe they just wanted to be popular for once and they couldn't do it with him around, this made Sasuke feel even worse as the memory of the day he was abandoned played on his mind.

Flashback

Sasuke stood rigid by his locker, watching as a blur of kids rushed through the large double doors of the school's main entrance, some would stop and stare at him, give him looks of pity. He would just glare at them and they would quickly turn away.

It had been two weeks since his parents were murdered and he had just returned to school that very day, waiting for his two best friends too show up.

He hadn't seen or heard word from Sakura or Naruto since the day his live changed forever, not a text or even a phone call to ask how he was. It all seemed a bit too strange for him, but he put those thoughts to the back of his head. They just probably wanted to give him some space, to come to terms with the tragedy. But there was another feeling, a bad feeling he had that was pulling on his heartstrings, telling him something bad was going to happen…again.

Just then he caught the sight of the blonde and pink haired teens and called then over, a small smile forming on his lips.

"Hey Naruto, Sakura." He called out to them, waving his hand frantically, but paused when they each ignored him. The Uchiha looked slightly hurt by their actions.

"Hey guys wait up!" Sasuke yelled in confusion as he ran up to catch up with his two friends. They seemed to freeze slightly when they saw him approaching making him stop, a look of complete hurt and confusion appearing on his pale face.

"Guys?" Sasuke asked slowly stopping right behind them, watching the two turn around slowly, glancing at each other for a brief second before turning their attention onto the Uchiha.

"I've been calling you didn't you hear me?" Sasuke started as his onyx orbs gazed at his two friends. Sakura let out a sigh and nodded.

"Yeah we heard we were just in a bit of a rush." She explained making Naruto nod along, but Sasuke could feel something wasn't right.

"Oh…I missed you guys how come you didn't call me or anything?" Sasuke asked again, ignoring the unbearable feeling he had that something bad was going to happen.

Naruto ran a hand through his blonde locks as he stared at him, a sad look passed through his azure orbs. "We didn't want to disturb you…you know after your parents…sorry to hear about that." He said slightly uncomfortable.

Sakura shifted her feet, staring at the lockers on the left side of the corridor, trying to avoid the Uchiha's gaze.

Sasuke stared at them for a minute, his face scrunched up as he cocked his head to the side. "Is everything alright…you seem to be avoiding me?"

Sakura glanced at Naruto quickly, biting her bottom lip as she urged the blonde to say something to the raven.

Naruto sighed and stepped forward before placing a hand on Sasuke's shoulder, which caused the Uchiha to get even more suspicious as he eyed the blonde with a careful eye, waiting for the latter to speak.

"Sasuke…there's something we have to tell you…" The blonde began, licking his dry lips as he started straight into the Uchiha's dark orbs.

The raven haired boy raised an eyebrow and folded his arms across his chest as he nodded for Naruto to continue, his heart beating rapidly inside his chest.

"What?" Sasuke slowly one eye narrowing as he surveyed the two, with an unreadable expression, waiting for Naruto to say what he was going to say.

The blonde paused, removing his hand from the smaller teen's shoulder before he continued. "I don't think we should be friends anymore…" he quickly answered waiting patiently for the Uchiha's reaction, which of course was of anger and surprise.

"What? Why?" Sasuke demanded a slight stutter evident in his voice as he felt his stomach churning inside of him. He couldn't stop his body shaking in anger as he glared at the two, waiting for their response. This time it Sakura who answered.

"We think it's for the best…I mean we're not the same…you're not the same. It's best if we cut our losses now and go our separate ways." She turned to Naruto who nodded in response before turning their attention back onto Sasuke, who stood there, frozen on the spot, not believing what he had heard.

It couldn't be true. His only friends couldn't be abandoning him in his hour of need. But they were and it hurt. It hurt so much that he had once again lost something so dear.

"Why are you doing this to me?" Sasuke demanded his fists clenched tightly in the material of his jeans, as he tried to prevent the tears that was blurring his eyesight.

Naruto sighed and shook his head a sad look creeping into his bright blue eyes, Sakura had the same look in her emerald.

"It's just for the best Sasuke…" Naruto started but was cut off by the Uchiha's furious growl.

"For the best…for the best you just come up and dump me as your friend without any reason and you tell me it's for the best." Sasuke shouted unable to control his raging emotions any longer as tears crusaded down his pale cheeks.

"Sasuke…" Sakura began reaching out to try and comfort the crying raven, but he just snarled and slapped her hand away, causing her to jump back a hurt look morphing on her face.

"I'm sorry Sasuke…" She said in a quiet voice before turning on her heel and walking away unable to watch Sasuke's hurt and pained expression any longer.

Naruto however stayed. "Sasuke, Sakura and I didn't mean to hurt you but…" He began but was cut off.

"Yeah I know it's for the best…But why I thought you were my friends? My best friends…"Sasuke didn't care that his face was now a mess or that some teens had stop to watch the show. He could ignore all those things, but he couldn't ignore the way his chest hurt as his two friends turned their back on him.

Naruto started at him for a minute before answering. "We just…we can't explain it Sasuke but maybe one day we can but please just except the fact that we don't want to be friends anymore…see you around Sasuke." Naruto said before turning on his heel and going in the direction Sakura took moments ago.

Sasuke stood frozen on the spot as he stared at the blonde's retreating back, more tears falling down his cheeks and making a silent splash on the school's tiled floor.

That day his eyes went even duller, his mind broke a little more and a hard shell was put up around his emotions, swearing to never trust a living soul again.

End flashback

Sasuke sighed as a single tear made its way down his smooth pale cheek, but he carefully wiped it away, glancing behind him making sure no one saw.

Luckily no one did as they were all too busy with their worksheets, hoping to get them finished in the five minutes that they had left.

The Uchiha couldn't help but glance at Naruto and Sakura for the last time, a feeling a sorrow washed over him as he watched them laugh and chat away with each other and their new friends, before turning back around to stare out of the window.

It hurt to see Naruto and Sakura every day, knowing that they had moved on, they had new friends and seemed happy with their lives.

Why wouldn't they? They were popular, everyone wanted to be like them and they wasn't broken…like him. Maybe that was the reason why they ditched him? Who wants to be around someone as broken as him? No one it was why most people stayed away from him.

He wasn't bullied, which was one good thing. Sasuke really wouldn't know what to do if he was. It would probably destroy him completely.

But even so he had no friends, not a single one. Sasuke let out a sigh shaking his head to remove such tedious thoughts from his head.

All that didn't matter anyway; he had bigger problems to deal with at home…with him. Sasuke shivered as he felt dread settle into his gut as he stared up at the clock. They had two minutes left until home time, causing Sasuke to scream inside wanting nothing more than to stay in school or at least not return to the hell hole he called home.

But the Uchiha knew it would only cause him more trouble and more pain if he didn't return to the house. He would be hunted down by him…and punished severely for trying to run away. He knew this all too well and the memories of his last punishment flashed through his mind, making the images stick permentally into his brain.

Maybe it was a good thing that he didn't have any friends anymore. He would have just lost them in the long run…he would have made sure of that.

The bell pulled him from his thoughts making him sigh as dread started to seep into every pore on his body. He quickly gathered his things and threw them into his bag, not caring if his books and papers got crumbled up or not. He just had to get out of the classroom before the rush of teenagers came.

After putting all his things away he ran from the classroom, two people staring after him with sad and longing looks.

Sasuke breathed a sigh of relief when he was outside the school gates but his fear hadn't vanished since now he would have to face him…and the torture he would most likely be going through that very night.

Shaking his head the Uchiha headed on home, his feet dragging the whole way and his head kept low. Tonight was going to be hell just like always.

There we go I think you all know who Sasuke is referring to when he say him and he XD. There will be quite a lot of abuse and all that jazz in this story maybe even some minor torture, not too much though. I've always wanted to do a Itasasu abuse fic and here it is so I hope you all enjoy reading the first chapter and I hope you want more.

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