A/N: Hey! This is going to be my first Sesshoumaru and Kagome pairing so BE NICE! Also in some miraculous freak accident Sesshoumaru will now have both his arms
also you know the fluffy thing on his shoulder yeah I know it's not his tail but part of his outfit (I should know I stare at his ass long enough to know it's not attached.) BUT since this is MY story I will play with the laws of nature and waves magic wand HA now it's his tail!
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. . . If I did
A.) I would not be writing this fic and . . .
B.) Sesshoumaru - sama would be my love slave:3
Summary: A broken hearts fragments are scattered through out the wind, and a lonely girl trapped 500 years in the past is lost . . . Only to find him. . . with his molten amber eyes that when they look at you, you know he would kill you. His face deceptively beautiful like an angel . . . she knew without a second look that he is the killing perfection.
Chapter 1: First love
The strong smell of death and burning flesh hung thickly in the air, the putrid smell overwhelming the young woman as she desperately grasped the last of the jewel shards. The battle is finally over. . .
Naraku is dead.
Three years ago . . . No one thought this day would come . It was like a fleeting dream too far off to really give a second thought to. Now it's happened and the only thing Kagome could think of was not the victory they had accomplished today but the death it had brung.
How many lives had to be sacrificed ? How many people have gotten hurt? Kagura died in battle facing against her master. . . she fought for the freedom she longed for. Bonkotsu, who surprised everyone when he joined in the efforts to stop Naraku . . . is now laying a few feet away . . . Dead.
Friend and foe alike have fallen and for what? The shikon no tamma. The thing. . . In Kagome's opinion is cursed.
"Kagome . . . did you get the shards?"
Startled Kagome turned to face the silver-haired hanyou, the object of her affections
Inuyasha.
"Yeah I have all of them."
Inuyasha nodded, their goal has finally been completed.
" Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered in question pushing a raven-colored strand of hair behind her ear. "What happens next?"
Inuyasha's only response "I don't know."
Kagome looked at him grimly her startling grey-blue eyes searching his face. . . giving her telltale signs. Right then she knew what he wanted to do next. . . something he would never admit to her.
Kagomes eyes began brimming with tears. The thought of losing Inuyasha is painful but she knew it would happen eventually. He still loves Kikyou, She saw it every time he abandoned her when he caught sight of Kikyou's soul collectors. There is a fiery passion enraging inside him
that only Kikyou can fulfill. Kagome gave up long ago on the hopes of fulfilling the void that resided in his heart. It was fruitless. So with a heavy heart she forced herself to accept it.
A sigh escaped her rose petal lips as she grabbed the small jar that rested around her neck. Kagome looked at the multiple shards resting in the palm of her hand and came to a decision. Now with renewed Determination burning in her eyes she yanked the tiny jar from her neck and uncorking the top she dumped the contents of it into her hand tossing the tiny jar away. She clasped both hands together.
Inuyasha rose a brow in question as he watched her grasp all the shards in both hands and started praying. He shuddered at the feel of the powerful miko energy surrounding her. Inuyasha had to admit she has grown much stronger since their first meeting. . . She is now stronger than Kikyou.
Kagome became consumed in an ethereal glow and she searched her mind for a pure thought. . . Then it came to her 'I wish everyone will be happy.' The glow around her vanished and when she pulled her hands apart a Whole shikkon no tamma now rested in her palm.
"Here." Kagome handed the completed jewel to Inuyasha, He took it with shaking hands. . . shocked to finally be holding the thing he wished for. His Intense amber gaze searching Kagome's grey - blue ones.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. . . Inuyasha like I said before . . . I'm happy when your happy."
Inuyasha managed a weak smile
"You know I will miss that Naive thinking."
Kagome smiled back although it was fake it kept her going and it stopped the tears that have been threatening to spill.
"I will miss you too."
Those words seemed hollow as they escaped her lips. She watched Inuyasha turn away from her. . . He left to bury the bodies of their fallen comrades. Kagome turned to leave . . . it is time for her to go home. She started to walk to the bone eaters well.
It still amazes her how they fought so close to Keades village and yet not involve the villagers. . . it truly was a miracle.
A wind picked up blowing her raven colored tresses everywhere as if to tell her to stop. She did to only see the rest of the friends she loved. A small smile tugged at the corners of her mouth.
Miroku in his happiness oh having his life expanded another good 50 years scooped Sango in his arms spinning them both around in circles while Sango ACTUALLY giggled! (A/N: GASP!) Shippou was doing a cute little dance along Kirara celebrating the defeat of the vile Hanyou who thought himself truly demon.
"Kagome!" Shippou shouted as he stopped in mid - dance. "Where are you going?"
"Shippou - chan . . . it's time for me to go back to my own time." Kagome answered
" You will be back soon right?"
Kagome forced the tears that threatened to come back up down.
" I'm sorry Shippou - Chan . . . But no."
Everyone but Inuyasha stopped what they were doing.
" What do you mean?" asked Sango wrenching herself out of Miroku's grasp.
Kagome merely wiped at her eyes . . . " The adventure is over. . . I can't stay here I belong in my own time."
Miroku's violet eyes filled with the type of compassion and understanding only he could possess. Under the facade of the lecherous pervert is a man who understands the world more than anyone Kagome has ever met.
"We will miss you Kagome - Sama and you know your always welcomed back." He said seriously.
Kagome nodded 'he always knows exactly what to say.' She thought smoothing out her light blue sun dress. No longer forced to wear that obnoxiously skimpy school uniform since she graduated high school last year.
"Hai . . . If you ever need a place to stay the exterminator village welcomes you." piped in Sango
Kagome gave a short laugh " Counting you and Miroku . . .you two ARE the village."
"Not for long. . . ." Miroku smiled devilishly as Sango blushed in Mortification.
"HENTAI!" She screamed hitting Miroku on the head with her fist.
Kagome took in the comfort that somethings will NEVER change.
"Well I better get going. . . the sun is setting and I don't want to walk alone at night." commented Kagome. . . but really she had no heart to face Kikyou . . . Because somewhere really, REALLY, deep inside her was the urge to push the clay pot into a river and watch her dissolve. (A/N: I think we all had that urge once or twice. . . )
Sango rushed over to Kagome giving her a quick hug. " be careful." she whispered pulling away. Kagome smiled slightly. . . A genuine smile.
"I will. . . take care of shippou - Chan for me."
Sango nodded " I promise."
Kagome happy that shippou will be taken care of started wondering back towards the well. Which is a good few hundred yards away. Various thoughts filled her mind as she walked through Inuyasha's forest her friends disappearing from sight. . . did she really have to leave so soon? Yes. She didn't want to see Inuyasha embrace Kikyou the way she wanted him to embrace her. It simply would be to painful. . .
Utada Hikaru : First love (song)
The last kiss
tasted like tobacco
A bitter and sad smell
Tomorrow, at this time
Where will you be?
Who will you be thinking about?
Kagome closed her eyes in despair. . . Kikyou has finally won. . . but then again Kagome never really had a chance did she?
You are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It's still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song
The paused time is about to start moving
There's many things that I don't want to forget about . . .
Kagome sighed. . . Inuyasha has taught her so much. . . Baka Hanyou probably doesn't
realize it. He was her first love . A love her young heart will never forget.
Tomorrow at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you
you will always be inside my heart
You will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
It's still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song
You are always gonna be my love
Even if
I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It's a sad song
Until I can sing a new song
(End song)
Kagome sniffled . . . No she will not cry! She is stronger than this! She stopped the tears that threatened to fall when she came to the bone- eaters well. Her slender fingers caressing the soft wood of the lip of the well. This will be her last travel through time. She could only smile back at the feudal era as a happy memory.
She carefully lifted herself up and jumped into the well. . . . . . . . . NOTHING HAPPENED! No familiar floating sensation she gets when traveling through time. . . nothing.
'What's going on?' She wondered now standing at the bottom of the well looking up to only see blue skies instead of the shrine roof. Then the realization dawned on her .
The Shikon shards are what got her through the fabrics of time. . . without them she couldn't go back . "No." she whispered
Kagome Higurashi is stuck 500 years in the past. . . her mother, brother, and grandfather will be nothing but a fading dream. For the first time since defeating Naraku . . . Kagome collapsed to the ground and cried.
A/N: Sooo What did you think? Good? Bad? Fantastic? Review and tell me also flames are welcomed. And look out for the next chapter Fukai Mori . . . this is when Sesshoumaru comes in.