She deserved it, that tart. Always cosy-ing up to my brother like that -
yeah she was real impartial in our match. I mean, always checking up on
him, making sure that he was hurt too badly, pulling me off of him when the
going got too tough for him to handle. It was just too obvious.
And as for him. to me, I have no brother. I have no best friend. He doesn't exist. He is out of my life for good. He most likely will be when Vince realises how crap he is alone and without someone to make all his decisions for him. That or when he finally kills himself doing one of those stupid moves.
Besides, I'm better off without them, I don't need them to succeed. I am a WWF Superstar in my own right and its about time people realised that. And really, it's only a matter of time before people realise that. Yeah, I'm gonna be one of the biggest stars around, I'm gonna take over the limelight just like Chris.
And just like him I'll be all alone.
Chris doesn't have any friends anymore. W- I mean *I* tried to stick with him, even after he turned heel but he just wouldn't allow it. Gave a whole speech about how our lives are different now, how we had different priorities to each other, how we were now a part of his past. I never really thought that me and Chris were that much alike. I guess I must have been wrong.
It's all his fault! Everything that's happened, it can all be blamed on Chris; if it hadn't have been for me actually listening to his "I'm heading for bigger and better things" speech, then I would never have questioned where we were heading, I would never have been so concerned over the amount of gold we held. But no, he had to show me just where we had been going wrong all this time. He had to get me longing for things I could never hope to achieve with the carefree attitude we all had. It's his fault that I became obsessed with the search for gold! It's his fault that, well, now like him I'm all alone
Maybe she was impartial but because I was so obsessed in my quest for winning I just couldn't see it. Maybe I lashed out at their closeness and accused them of an affair as a way of denying my guilt about ignoring her so much recently. Maybe I was too tough on him because I was too tough on myself and wanted others to suffer from as much self-doubt as I did.
Maybe I've just blown this whole thing out of proportion. And because of that, maybe I've just lost the two most important people in my life.
My God, what have I done?
And as for him. to me, I have no brother. I have no best friend. He doesn't exist. He is out of my life for good. He most likely will be when Vince realises how crap he is alone and without someone to make all his decisions for him. That or when he finally kills himself doing one of those stupid moves.
Besides, I'm better off without them, I don't need them to succeed. I am a WWF Superstar in my own right and its about time people realised that. And really, it's only a matter of time before people realise that. Yeah, I'm gonna be one of the biggest stars around, I'm gonna take over the limelight just like Chris.
And just like him I'll be all alone.
Chris doesn't have any friends anymore. W- I mean *I* tried to stick with him, even after he turned heel but he just wouldn't allow it. Gave a whole speech about how our lives are different now, how we had different priorities to each other, how we were now a part of his past. I never really thought that me and Chris were that much alike. I guess I must have been wrong.
It's all his fault! Everything that's happened, it can all be blamed on Chris; if it hadn't have been for me actually listening to his "I'm heading for bigger and better things" speech, then I would never have questioned where we were heading, I would never have been so concerned over the amount of gold we held. But no, he had to show me just where we had been going wrong all this time. He had to get me longing for things I could never hope to achieve with the carefree attitude we all had. It's his fault that I became obsessed with the search for gold! It's his fault that, well, now like him I'm all alone
Maybe she was impartial but because I was so obsessed in my quest for winning I just couldn't see it. Maybe I lashed out at their closeness and accused them of an affair as a way of denying my guilt about ignoring her so much recently. Maybe I was too tough on him because I was too tough on myself and wanted others to suffer from as much self-doubt as I did.
Maybe I've just blown this whole thing out of proportion. And because of that, maybe I've just lost the two most important people in my life.
My God, what have I done?