Sleeping with Ghost.

I wanna try something new here...and this is going to have Chapters added to it...so...enjoy, please...

I wanted to dissapear that morning. I woke up to the sounds of rain and Thunder, with a visual aid of lightning. I was an Ex-Piolet. the sounds of a storm...leaves me in shambles. I always think theres a bomb going off. Or one of the Gundams taking a hit. the lightning makes me retreat under my covers. no, this was not the reason I wanted to dissapear, however horrable, not the reason. no, the reason was because when I looked over to my left...he wasent there. again. there was a note. "If it was up to me, I would have never walked out."
Fuck him. yeah thats right...FUCK him. unlike me my ass! its all I am any more. I threw the covers off and angrly got myself out of bed. I stormed from the room, even the thunder seem to quiet as to not get a scolding from me at this point. tell the rest of them.
I make my way into the kitchen and sit at the table, and just put my head in my hands. What am I going to do, and yeah, I'm asking YOU! what?
I wanted to find him, and just tell him to shove all his promises up his ass with the rest of himself, tell his head I said hello. I'm getting so SICK of this, this...go here, go there...crap. Why, you ask, is that a bad thing? well, because I'm here and hes there. he made a me a promise, and we took a vow...and I'm here with that vow, and hes out there playing solder with the others. Sally dosent need us, I'm proof. here, let the little one go...hes a liability...a fucking plastic bag on our plans, a fucking curse.
I got shot. I know, let me finish, I got shot...alot...I was about to die when Trowa said he loved me, and wanted me around. and I woke up. he made a vow, or took a vow...or something....he should be here!
and that note...its the same one! all the time! Every morning, and some mornings, he'll be there, but act like I'm not. he talks to me at times, but, he never listens. hes really gone down hill....
I hear the door open and who enterd was Duo and Trowa. "I dont know, its odd...I dont say I dont belive you, its just odd, thats all." Duo said to Trowa. the two were going to walk past me when I jumped up. "Hi babe!" I say, I'm trying, which is more than hes doing, or maybe I'm just a big fat catch 22...Saying I hate him, and I'm mad, but when he walks in the door, I just want him to see me, I'm lonly really...
He stops walking and looks my way. I smile. "Trowa? you ok, what is it.....Oh come on dude, please, let it go! its been a year..." what the hell Duo! you let it go...what was he talking about? Let what go? Whats been a year? "baby, can we talk?" I reach out and grab his hand, he pulls away, then rubbed the hand I touched. "I'm telling you Duo...I know it sounds crazy...but..."
"You need to talk to someone...." Duo said.
"Talk to me! BABY! TALK TO ME!" I yell, FUCK THIS! I'm so sick of this. I slam my hand down on the table. Duo and Trowa jump then look at one another. "See, now am I crazy, hes trying to talk to me!" Trowa said. "you're damn right, no listen here...I cant take this anymore, eather we start talking, and getting along, or you walk...or I walk...or we both do."
"Wow..." Duo said interupting me. "Could have been the storm." I roll my eyes, that Duo is a bad influence. I open the fridge to get something to drink. "It happens all the time..." Trowa said walking over and shutting the fridge befor I could reach my hand in. Duo looked shocked, I did too. he did it to me all the time. "sometimes I come home to all the cupboreds open and shit." he said. "Thats me cleaning." I say to him, and he looks my way! "Yes, hello! remember me? its me, Quatre! just me again...wanting my lover to look at me..." I say putting my hands on my hips. "Man, I dont know, its a good trick." Duo said. "HA! I wish it were!" Trowa said. What were they talking about?
how hard was it to acknoladge me? "I dont know..." trowa said finally. "Lets just get lunch, and go." "Oh! so now you're just going to leave! thats nice! I hate this Trowa! look at me! LOOK AT ME!" the clock fell off the wall, who did that? the storm. Trowa and Duo jump again. "SEE!" Trowa shouted. he picked up the clock then looked around. "What? What do you want me to do?" he was talking to me. "I want yo to listen when I talk baby, I want you to look at me...I dont want Duo here...not all the time. and I want us to start getting along, I want you to start talking to me-"
"Trowa?" Duo interuppted me again....I could kill him...
Trowa looked over at Duo. "Dude...I know...but look at whats going on. I dont think he knows hes dead."

WHOS DEAD?

I felt rushed. and I had tunnle vision.
"Trowa? whos dead-"
"Nah, thats not true." Duo said.
"yeah, I mean, he probable thinks I'm acting this way becouse I dont care, or something...thats why I try and talk to him...all the time...

no.........

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I shout. the lights went out. some one needs to fix that...or was it the storm? or was it me.......
"see." Trowa said again. "Storm." Duo said. "you of all people know." Trowa said to him. "you're the one who's supposta know about death, and here you are being a skeptic.....not like you Duo...not like you at all." "I never said I didn't beleive you, I'm just...testing you. what else goes on?" he asked and Trowa looked around the room. "Baby?" I smile, there we go. "Yeah?" I ask. "Quatre, if you hear me...fix the lights..." Duo laughed. I smerk, thats an easy one. I clap my hads twice. TADA! lights.
Duo looked amazed. then...odd. "I dont know, that was cool...but...could be a trick." Trowa lowerd his heah and sat down. I rush to him and place my hands on him. he shiverd. "Why would I go this far out of my way just to pull a prank...and ferther more..why would I involve him. You know how I feel." he said. "I know." Duo said, "I'm sorry." So, that was him?" he asked. "Yeah, it was me!" I say. "you know what Duo, I would like for you to leave." I say walking over and opaning the door. "Out." I say. Trowa looked over. as did Duo. "Close it, babe, you're letting in all the cold air." I slam the door. "Fine!" I say, "forget you." I leave the room, hearing, "That was pretty cool...." I lay on the sofa. What the hell just happend in there? he was ignoring me for so long, and now he wanted to bark orders at me. was he showing Duo how 'devoted' I was. whats next, if I dont make him his lunch he'll strike me? god damn.... I jump up and rush back into the kitchen. "HEY! I am not you're little TOY! you hear me Trowa! YOU HEAR ME!" Trowa looked up. "Lets get a move on." Duo said. "Let me go with you!" I say, rushing to the door. "I'm fine now. I feel no pain baby! you're not leaving untill you tell me you love me..." I hold the door. Duo got up and tried to open it. "Hey, uh, door stuck?" he asked. "you're an ass." I say to him. "No." Trowa said softly. "he'll do that sometimes when he dosent want me to leave."
"Who, Quatre? so, hes holding the door? or what?"
"Uh, yeah you idiot!" I say.
"I guess...." Trowa said. "look, I know I'm always gone, and back then, you would have been going with me...but..." Trowa looked at the table cloth. "I know, ok, and I'm sorry...you cant go, and I have to. I'm sorry, but you know I love you. I always will."
"Thats better," I say opeaning the door. "Now go get 'em baby!" "This is so crazy. Have you tolled anyone else?" Duo asked. "no, they would think I was nuts!" Trowa said getting up and grabbing some of his things, like his keys and his pack of smokes. he started a year ago, when I got out of the hospital. "Maybe not. maybe if you showed everyone what you're showing me?"
"Crazy." was all Trowa said as he walked out of the door. he turned and looked strait at me, he dose it every no and then. "Dont worry, I'll be back."
the next think I heard made me lose my mind....
"How will he ever know hes dead if you keep talking to him. maybe thats why he wont leave."

WHAT!

I was pasing all day. couldnt remember the last time I had any thing to eat...I wasent hungry, cant remember the last time I was...
The door opend. I rush to the living room, when did he start coming in the front door? I get in and stop. he was in here, along with the other guys. and some old lady. she looked right at me. "hes here." she said Heero scoffed. "I'm sure he is." he said softly. Trowa placed a hand on him in a rough manner. "Shut up!" he said. "Hey baby, whats going on, whos this?"
"My name is Alexandra, I'm here to talk to you, and help you." What? What the hell? "Help me?" I say. "yes." she said. "Whats he saying?" asked Duo.
"I'm saying I wanna slap the crap out of you!"
She turned and repeated what I said to him. "You deaf?" I ask him. "Quatre..." she said. "I would like to talk with him alone please."
"Sure." Trowa said, he and the guys left.
when they were gone, she looked over at me. "Why are you still here?"
"What do you mean?"
"I think you know. You have something you need to do before you can cross over?"
"Cross over?"
"Into the light."
"I dont need to cross over."
"yes you do, its so much better there..."
"Not really...I dont need to cross over because I'm not dead...I need you to talk to Trowa, because he wont listen to me anymore."
"Thats part of the reason I'm here."
"Yeah, now do your job, I suppose I'm paying you."
"no need."
"well how sweet of you to do it for free..."
"I see, you have no idea?"
"Uh...huh?"
"I cant make this any nicer...My dear, you're dead..."
I look up. DEAD?

I look down at my chest. "NOO! QUATRE!" Trowa shouted, running to my side. I drop. the pain in my chest and the blood on my hand ment somthing was wrong...

I look over at her, then place a hand on my chest...
"Well, thats not fair..." I say. she just smiled. "Its ok, please dont be scared."
"I'm not, jsut a little confused....Hold it...If I'm dead then how...."
"this is my job, I can see and speek to the dead."
"Oh, and here I thought you were a relationship therapest." I say. and she giggled. "I like you. you have such life-"
"So t speek." I say. and another giggle escapes her.
She called everyone in. "I want you to say what you want, he can hear you, I'm just here to translate."
Duo stept up. "Wow...I never really talked to someone dead befor. ok, so whats it like?"
"I feel tingly..." I say. She repeated it.
Duo laughed.
"Trowa, I'm sorry...that over the past year, I've been driving you crazy...now I undersatnd. and I want you to know that I love you." she repeated.
"I thought we were having problems...now I know..." She repeated.
Trowa looked like he wanted to cry. "Can I talk to him alone..." he asked the guys, the left win agreeance.
"Gods, I love you baby...and I knew you were there. every time...I know...you're there. and I miss you..." he began to cry.
"Baby, please dont...please...I know. and I miss you too....I'm scared..." she repeated. "dont be." he said. "I bet, wherever you go, will be an amazing place."
"Dont you sare say Heaven..." She repeated. "He always did hate Relegion..." Trowa said. and she smiled. she looked over at me. "Are you feeling ready to go?"
"No." I say. "I mean, do I really hafe to?" She nods. "What if I want to stay here? why cant I?"
"you just cant."
"Whats going on?" Trowa asked. "He wants to stay." she said and Trowa laughed, "Baby, dont do that. ok...dont. I love you, and I'll miss you, but heres the thing, you dont need to stay. Befor you know it, I would be joining you..."
"Not in Heaven?" she repeated.
"no, not in Heaven..." he said with a giggle.
"I dont think you get it. I have nothing to finish...You;re the closest to Heaven I ever want to be...I just want to be with you...be by your side. I dont want to leave. Please..." she repeated, then turned to me. "What do yo mean?"
"I mean, theres nothing I want to do, nothing I have to do...I never did."
"then you should be gone...to the other side, it should have happend the moment you died....this is amazing..." She said turning to Trowa. "His love for you is the only thing tieing him to this world. he wont leave without you...you two were supposto go together? he just said."
"Oh, wow, yeah...I forgot about that..."
"maybe thats it..." She said turning back to me. "Thats it, you two made that pact, but, its broken, so go." she said harshly. "I cant." I say simply. I was going to stay no matter what! to be with him.
"There is a way..." I turn fast. Who the hell was he?
"Who is that?" she asked.
"Whats going on?" Trowa asked. "Theres someone else here...some young boy..." She called everyone in the room.
"Whats your name?" she asked. The boy looked her way with a smirk. "Solo." she repeated. "Bull shit." Duo said, he had hate in his voice.
"a young boy, with blond hair, long...hair." She looked over at Duo. He was blinking a few times. "Hey...whats going on Snot Face...you got to tall to give a noogie to." She repeated, and Duo had to sit. "What did yo mean a second ago, What way?"
"I'm here all the time...With him, my Second. and you can be here all the time to, its called being a Watcher. or...what..." She stoped repeating what he said. Then turned to the guys. "I would like to speek with them alone, again please."

"Whats a watcher?" She asked interupting Solo.
"Uh, what I just said, a guide, they grant it when the love you have for someone wont alow you to leave this relm." I could tell hes been dead a long time...he knew all the terms and everythng...
"I wont leave Duo, not until he can join me, we had a deal. I cant cross over...Its impossable. and I think you would be a wonderful candadet, to add to our grupe!" he said. "What grupe?" She asked. "Like..Wufei's Wife...Meiran Long..." He said. I heard here from the other room, so I thought. "Wufei, could you come in here please?" He enterd. She was not with him. "Meiran, its ok...I think he would make a good asset to the team..." Solo said.
"What do you want?" Wufei asked. "Whos Meiran Long?" she asked. Wufei looked shocked. "Lets say I do believe you, even so, Quatre has no idea she ever existed, so how do you?" "Shes with you." She said. "Wouldnt I like to believe it..." Wufei said.
"Hes always this hard headed, Ma'am." She said. Alixandra smiled. "I see, she's very polite, and you're a hard head."
"More like a donkeys ass." she said, and I laughed.
"I see, I have stubled opon something truly amazing...A grupe of spirits that follow everyone around...because of a pact."
"This is crazy." Wufei said. Meiran yanked on his hair a little. all he did was scratch at the back of his head. "That was her." She said.
"no, that was my band becoming to tight...happens all the time."
"Or it could be that I just pull your hair all the time, because you're an ass." She said. The old lady did not repeat everything she said. "I dont think so..." Wufei started. Solo pulled on my sleave. "So you wanna join? you made the pact with Trowa." "you know his name?"
"Not hard to miss."
"I hope you wont mind staying." Alix said to Meiran.
"Not at all." She said politly. Wufei was storming of making way about how the women was a Qwack...
"So, you aswell made that pact?"
"Indeed, plus, I could not leave Chang all alone...he wouldnt know what to do with himself..." She said with a giggle. "What about Heero?" I asked Solo.
"His is still alive." he said. "Relena?" I ask. And I got the other two to nod. "Oh...no...dead or alive...we're stuck with her?" The room laughed. "Indeed." said Meiran. "she is very annoying."
"So what now?" I ask. "Just say yes to the next question I ask." said Solo.
I nod.
"Do you wish to stay here with your loved one. to never leave there side, because thats the pact?
"Yes."

I was in, and this was gunna be fun, making new friends...and staying where it counts....
I lower my eyes...I knew nothing would be the same...just, better.........

I hope this went well, I'm sorry about the misspellings, I can speak englesh, I sware! my spell check did not want to work!

Quatre: I already have ideas for the next chapter!

Duo: calm down, and...dont take my spot...

ok...anyway.....

Duo: I mean it...back up!

Quatre:...make...me...