A drabble that I wrote in my spare time. First attempt at angst, so I'm not sure if it's good. Oh, well.

(A/N: From Kira's Point of View, an AU where everyone he's considered as a friend has died.)

Title: Ground Zero, Final Stand

Summary: The ones you loved and cared for, even in death, can be seen in Heaven anytime.

I'm crying…

I'm alone now.

I've been stripped of my friends in this game called life.

Why do I have to suffer?

Why do I have to take the blows for others?

Why am I a lost soul?

Am I nothing but trash?

Am I a person waiting for salvation?

Am I unable to find my purpose?

Have I lost hope?

If no one cares then I should just move on without them.

Hatred…

Happiness…

Fear...

Sadness…

I don't need any of this.

I should just disappear.

Miriallia…Athrun…Lacus…and my sister, Cagalli…

They all vanished with a blink of an eye.

Sadness overcame me like a waterfall.

And now...

It's time for me to disintegrate from history.

And as I run out the doors and into the gunfire, I mutter my last words…

"It's over for me now. My life has no meaning."

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