Hello minna-san, recently I've read one of oregairu fanfic that makes me interest at first but become disappointed in the end. But, it doesn't mean my fanfic is better, I'm just amateur y'know :D
so, to make that feel disappear I decide to make one. This story will take part after the "threesome date" on Oregairu zoku :D
and you guys can give me some critic or suggestion for me to improve to become much better.
Yahari Ore no Seishun Rabu Kome wa Machigatteiru is not my own story, it is masterpiece from Wataru Watari sensei.
okay so here we go...
Yukino Yukinoshita (Monologue)
Loneliness...
This is what I feel back then in junior high school
Since I was a kid, I always try to be independent in everything that I did
After I returned from the overseas
I wonder why they're so envious and hate me because I can do everything
Especially all the female in my class
They were desperated to beat me up
Not a single one of them even bothered trying to surpass me...
Even so many cute girls in my middle school
But when it comes to academic, they were nowhere near my level
Fifty times my shoes got disappeared
Even my childhood friend, Hayama Hayato couldn't do anything to help me
Kindness is a lie after all, they're all fake.
Especially when someone reveals who they like to me, of course every person who heard that start to be mindful, right?
Unfortunately, I received the confession, despite knowing all of that, I rejected that person
But I was treated as a thief and be excluded from their circle
So I built up this cold attitude towards everyone.
And so the time goes on...
I entered Soubu High School
Hayama-kun also entered that school
Everything has not changed since then.
One year passed, and Hikigaya Hachiman is being forced to join this club.
Hiratsuka-sensei made a challenge for us
and that's what's going on
To be honest, at first, I thought Hikigaya-kun just the same like the other man out there.
The reality is he can do anything that I can't do, I was wondering who he really is
My regret was, why didn't I recognize him on that accident?
Why do I always depend on him and feel embarassed when talk to him normally?
What is my real feeling for him? Is it love or is it friendship?
Somehow I hate myself
I always say mean things to him
Eventhough I didn't mean like that
Because I can't gather my courage
Especially when Yuigahama-san gave him the cake and I couldn't
Why am I like this?
Why can't I appreciate everything that he has done for us?
Do I just refer him as a friend or...
does this feeling is something else?
Why is my heart so hurt when he was sacrificed himself?
I'm afraid if I have a feeling for him, how about Yuigahama-san?
Here I am trying to find something genuine too
Not just for him, but for all of us
-To be Continued-