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-Nick
It has been months since. Well, since he left. Since they all left. But I couldn't let myself think about that. Today was a good day. It was a happy day. I'm here on mine and Jacob's beach. Walking next to the only person that could save me anymore.
"What are you thinking about?" Jacob's voice broke my chain of thought.
"Nothing much, just thinking about how much I loved this beach" I said as a smiled at him.
"Yea it really is great isn't Bells?" He said as he looked over at me and smiled his big goofy smile.
The smile that showed me that this was My Jacob. I realized then that I couldn't tell him the thoughts that had crept into my just moments before. I didn't want to see the smile fade and the hint of pain wash over his face. He got that sad look in his eye every time he knew I was thinking about him.
In Jacob's mind he was nothing but a monster. Jacob wanted nothing more than for me to feel the way he feels about me. But, it wasn't going to happen. I was just being selfish keeping Jacob near me. I needed Jacob; he was the only one that could make me smile anymore.
Jacob looked at me. I could see the sadness slowly coming to his eyes.
"Your thinking about him again…arent you? Jacob almost growled.
"I'm sorry Jacob." I said staring down at my feet.
The next thing I knew Jacob's big arms were wrapped around me.
"He was never any good for you Bells. I wouldn't have ever left you the way he did. I think it would kill me to have to be away from you. You know you were meant for me." Jacob was talking so fast in my ear it took a moment for it to all sink in.
"Jacob…you know I don't feel that way for you." I told him as I tried to push him away.
"I know you love me Bells. I can feel it!" He backed away and almost yelled it at me I could tell it was taking all his strength not to phase.
"Yes I love you Jake but… Not like that." I said trying to calm him down
"Not like you love him….?" He said. I could hear the venom in his voice.
"Yes" I whispered up at him.
Before I knew it his whole body was shaking. My Jacob was fading and the monster inside him came to light.