A/N - I'm really sorry.


I see your face. Your eyes open wide, your pretty smile. I feel warm. Everything is light.

I listen to the sounds around me. Sirens, people screaming. I don't pay attention. I look at your face. I wanna touch it, but I can't move my hands. For a second I forget how to breathe. I blink; you're gone.

I feel cold. I don't know where I am. I can't see anything... There's only a fading light, but I don't know where it comes from. I hear nothing but a constant beep...beep...beep.

I try to remember how I got here. I panic. I forgot your name. I feel water running down my cheeks. I feel an excruciating pain in my heart. There's something missing... I know it's you.

When did I lose you? What did I do? It's all blurred... I don't know how, but I'm still breathing. There's something in the air that smells just like you.

Are you here? Can you say my name? I forgot who I am.

Why is it so cold in here? Your eyes...I can't remember them anymore.

Beep...beep...beep...

I hear laughs. Someone is laughing. It's your laugh. I laugh with you. Oh I love when you make me laugh...

Come here. Can you hold my hand? I miss your touch.

I feel so tired...so heavy...so alone...can you kiss me goodbye? I feel it's my time to go...

I'm sorry I made you cry, I never meant to. I hope your smile always warms someone's heart. Your sincere smile...

Je t'aimerai toujours...

beep...beep...beeeeep.