Authors note: I don't own any of the Twilight Characters or there backgrounds. We have S. Meyer to thank for bringing them into our lives.

The one thing that Rosalie always wanted, but never could have. And now she's hiding it from the one person who is always there for her.

Chapter 1 – Rosalie runs off, again…

Emmet's Point Of View (EPOV)

She was gone a lot lately. I was standing in the living room and looking out into the yard, it was about half an hour after Rosalie had kissed me on the cheek and told me she had to go into town. She used the excuse of shopping, although it was obvious she wouldn't be. She didn't even like shopping and she had refused to let Alice come along, again.

I turned around to Alice, who was sitting on the couch not looking to happy either, my face set in a serious frown, 'You must know what she is doing'. It wasn't a question as much as an accusation. 'Come on Ally', using my nickname for her to soften her up, 'it's been going on for two months now, she's hardly home anymore'. Alice finally looked up at me and shacked her head. 'I can't Emmett', she almost whispered the words. 'I promised Rose I wouldn't tell anybody. I can't help it that I have to see every little detail of your lives'. She got up and rushed upstairs to her room, I stood nailed to the floor looking at her go, completely flabbergasted. Alice wasn't like that, she was the bubbly one, nothing could ever upset her and although she wasn't always happy with her gift, she never got upset about it. I decided to let her be, not knowing what I would say to her anyways and turned to the TV, knowing there would be a game on.

A little while later Jasper came down and sat on the couch beside me. 'Alice is upset about something and wants to be alone', he informed me sombrely. 'Rosalie gone off again?' I nodded and turned off the TV, the game wasn't enough to distract my thoughts. Nothing ever bothered me, not really. I was happy just being who I was. It was how I went through live and the life after I was turned.

As far as I was concerned being a vampire was a good thing, it brought me to Rosalie. I let my mind wonder back to all those years we spend together, from the day she saved me, wanting me for herself. We had fallen in love so unexpectedly, so forcefully. We never got tired of each other, even after eighty years we were a perfect match, she was my angel and I was her anchor to this world.

'Emmett!', Jasper raised his voice now and my thoughts came back to the present, I looked at him. He grinned, 'I asked if you wanted to go hunting'. I nodded and got up and ran out of the door with Jasper. We made our way over the stream and into the woods, running quietly next to each other for a little while. Then finally he turned to me, 'You've never been this worried and upset before', he paused and frowned, 'Is it about Rose?'. I simple nodded, not knowing with to say. I knew Jasper felt everything I did and he was right, I've never felt like this before. All of a sudden I feel myself smiling slightly and I can feel myself calm down and relax, turning to Jasper I nodded at him.

While I looked at him I realised that we were the most opposite of people. I was outgoing, laughing and worry free, just happy to love Rosalie forever. He was always turned inward, worried, paying attention to everything, watching over Alice. I guess it's because he had to deal with so many emotions. I never got jealous at any of my siblings, they all had there 'special' things but I wouldn't want it for the world. I chuckled softly at the thought off how boring the future would be if you could see it in advance.

We slowed down a bit, being used to hunting together we didn't need to talk about things, we just started to sniff the air around us, making our way through the forest, letting our senses take over.

RPOV

I hated leaving Emmett like that, the look on his face each time I disappeared was breaking my heart. He tried not to show it, even he noticed that my spirits had lifted in the last month or so and he tried to be happy for me.

I tried not to think back to the time after the Volturi came to Forks and left without a fight. My face turning into a grimace as I run through the forest. Of course we got out of the confrontation alive, even Renesmee did. I sighed softly, hating myself for having the thoughts that were spinning through my mind. The jealousy of Bella after she had Renesmee, or Nessie. The look on her and Edwards face when they looked at their little girl, the wonderment and the love that was there. Of course I loved my niece, I told myself. And I did, I spent a lot of time with her and couldn't imagine our family without her. Still I was jealous as hell, angry that they got her and then that they got to keep her.

Angry that I never got to have that for myself, no children for Rosalie, I thought bitterly. After the Volturi had left and life had slowed down again, I had sunken into a depression. While everybody had enjoyed the quiet time, going about there lives again. I looked at the family and just realised what I was missing each and every day. It was right there, thrown in front of me, as if live wasn't hard enough already.

I finally saw the lights of the city of Seattle, cursing myself that I hadn't taken the car. I would've gotten here faster, but then again I did need the fresh air. I made a wide circle and entered the city from the north, walking to an apartment building right at the water edge and pulling out my key's. I've had this condo now for two months and already it felt like home.