Two ways

Chapter 1

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"You...don't....want...me?" "No."

It kept repeating itself in my head when I looked at the picture of Edward. I had found the picture and the cd Edward had made to me, whit my lullaby and esme's favorite song on it.

He had hid it under the floor board right before he had left. I was confused, he had said it would be as if he never existed but how would I forget him if he left he's song's and a picture of him whit me? I didn't want to look at the picture of him it was to painful but I couldn't stop. I was defiantly going to

Pay for this in my nightmares.

I put the stuff into a bag and put it into my closet as long away so i couldn't see it.

Jake would be here any moment now he would make me feel better, stop thinking about him.

Just as I thought that, there was a knock on the door. I ran down the stairs an opened the door "what's up bells" Jake said smiling while walking in "not much" I said trying to sound happy but it just didn't come out that way, Jake turned to look at me and stopped eating he's apple "what's wrong bells?"

"it's nothing Jake, you know I just get a little blue when am all by myself" I said smiling weakly "well am here now so cheer up alright and let's get these stupid homework done so we can do something that's interesting" he said grinning "yeah let's get this over whit" I said and laid down on the floor whit my math book. Jake did the same, and so we started our homework.

We did that every Saturday.